wow, life is unbearable at times

[gibson_mobster]

I havent updated in sooo long, this might be a lengthy entry. So much has happened and is still happening. Cym and I broke up, as most and probably all of you know by now. Which, I guess I cannot complain...I know now that it was all my fault. I know, I know, you're probably thinking, "Everyone says that when these things happen"...but I know

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[gibson_mobster]

*cry*

[spokenintongues]

How come you never told me about this boy in Seattle?

Ahah

[gibson_mobster]

I never really told very many people. It seems dumb and desparate to me. But I don't know. I dont know what people would think, it isnt that Im worried what people will think of me...I just dont want people to say things behind my back. I dont know, I'm sorry? lol

[desolationrow9]

i hope you feel better! these times will pass, and things will get easier, i promise.

[gibson_mobster]

Thanks Em. Sometimes it just doesnt seem like it...but I know you are right.
Thanks
Miss you...<3

[fatal_believerx]

Kelsey my dear,
Believe when I say that things will get better and you'll be the same person, if not better, in the end of it all. I think that everytime something like this happens it's really a time to move forward and better yourself and be the better person. It's really time to be more concerned about what YOU are doing rather than anyone else, and it is hard to switch your life around from what it was but believe me you can do it and you're a fully capable person. You're a beautiful person and I love you, and if nothing else the best massachusetts buddy everrr. :)

[gibson_mobster]

Haha, thanks, really. This helps me a lot. Im trying to work on me right now, and its hard but its happening slowly.
And duh Mass is going to be the FUCKING bomb! lol, we should go to bunghole liquers...(I just wanted to confuse people ^_~ lol)
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