Im going crazy! My parents are assholes! I dont want to be here and I all i can do is smile through the day and try not to fall apart at school! Everyday after school my life is hell. I come home and my parents dont understand why I'm so stressed out and why i am the way i am! Im going to write my dad a letter telling him whats wrong and that way i ( Read more... )

Boys.... They are the most confusing living thing on the earth. They believe that we are confusing! They have no idea how they toy with our heads! In the last four days Ive been asked to a furtinaty party, asked out, asked if I like this guy Hecter (guy i work with... hes a big flirt),I'm told this guy likes me but he wont do anything...... long ( Read more... )

hahaha.... I love my dress. I picked it out today! Oh MAN I'm going to look sooo gorgeous! It wont even be funny! hehehe ok maybe it is a little funny. O:) hehehe... I miss Cameron! How sad! I think I may like him more than I would like to say! Its just that he seems to be to good to be true! I dont know... maybe that is a warning for me to stay ( Read more... )

I'm so excited yet so nervous for homecoming! As mot of you all know... I'm going with Cameron! :) He is one of the most sweetest guys that I have ever met! hehehe... I can't wait for homecoming but I can and I wish I had more time to prepare for it! Oh well! Cameron is in Yosemittie. He left right after I did! (from church... today) This is sad ( Read more... )

hahaha.... I'm so excited NOW!! I just got the phone with Cameron. We both came up with our own ideas about homecoming. So they were kinda the same just a few differences but for the most part. He has a way to get a limo and he wants to go drive around in the city (for dinner and to just hang out) then off to the dance. He also asked if i wanted to ( Read more... )

YAY!!! Ok homecoming is on the 2nd of October! I have a date. yippie! hahaha... I was going to ask my friend Kyle to go, but hes going to Las Vegas. :( Oh well I still have a date! His name is Cameren. He goes to North Bay. He goes to my church... or vice versa. hahaha... Well to tell you about him... He is sweet, funny, cute, intellegente. ok ( Read more... )

All righty... Recap of last night. Well Last night I wanted to borrow a pair of pants from my sister bc I only have 1 pair that fits, but they are to big. and Then I also have 2 other pairs of pants but they are too small. Well My sis and I got in a fight about it then my mom thought she could bitch at me while i was fighting at her and then she ( Read more... )

Okay... Went to school got out around 130pm... (thats everyday so no big deal)! Then Katie, Jackie and Kelly walked over and invited me to go to Apple to get snacks and a present for Adrianne for her birthday on saturday. When we went into Apple I got a Martenili's Apple cider, then walked to Tuesday Morning for Adriannes present. So Katie takes my ( Read more... )

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Ok... I went to this babyhower for my friend/ neighbor! Her mom was throwing it for two ladies at her work. One of them had a twenty month old. She was soooo cute! It makes me want to have kids!!! hahaha but I'm going to wait for the right moment in my life. Then Katt came home and we played cards while watching Amy ( the baby girl). WE drew silly ( Read more... )