Yesterday I finally got a copy of Dracula to read. I can't believe I have never read the full book yet. I have a few books with me not packed up and was trying to figure where to keep them in my room that is full of stuff of my mom's.

spiritofstlouis came up with an idea to keep them in a small box under the vcr. to my surprise I actually had one that fit in ( Read more... )

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Awareness of Rape and domestic violence is not covered enough. I am a victim of both and am horrified by the lack of support and help. For myself, I have had the most difficult 5 months of my life.

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I am tired and totally exhausted. I ended up going to church this morning and sticking around to help out for vacation bible school this week. I have much to say but am exhausted. I will be the Driector of the kids 3 to 5, which will be fun. I just know I am end up butting heads with people from the church who don't know me and may feel ( Read more... )

My mother needs ot use the phone today because she is putting on a vacation bible school next week and is expecting a bunch of calls ( Read more... )

Today I found myself very melancholy. For so long I had believed that love was enough. Then again if the love is just one way then it isn't enough. Why are others more successful in love, while others. I was so tempted to get a blade and cut myself today. I really am not sure what brought on that desire, but it was there. A deep sadness ( Read more... )

For New Years I sat myself down and wrote a letter to the Lord. In my letter I asked God to help me be stronger. I wanted things in me to be removed. I wanted to lbe able to smile again and fbe whole. I prayed for God's will in my life. I prayed about my marriage and gave it up to God to help me be strong and be free of John. I asked for God' ( Read more... )

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The power nap definately helped. I just made a pot of coffee and gonna drink some of that and continue doing laundry. I want to get some posts done for some of the games I am in and of course my new game I started ( Read more... )

oh wait it is almost noon. I did go to bed early last night and was up around 8am. Right now I am dragging. My poor legs and body are sooooooooo sore. I was sitting on the floor in my new room and on my knees bending over to reach something and I realized my knees were rug burnt from yesterday ( Read more... )