im now in california. trying to enjoy my break. its nice to be away but i definitely miss every bit and piece of flagstaff ( Read more... )

schools over which is a big relief. ive been ready for a break for a while now and now it is here ( Read more... )

its funny with all thats happened lately and now just finding out shes stopped putting up a fight and has agreed to move out, today is not a good day ( Read more... )

its nice to know that when i feel at a place of personal instability, i can be brought to such a place of comfort. a certain kind of peace.

Lead her to a place
Guide her with your grace
To a place where she'll be safe

I pray she finds your light
And holds it in her heart
As darkness falls each night
Remind her where you are

Every mother's prayer
Every ( Read more... )

so there has been some stuff going on with me lately. but i think ive gotten it all straightened out and i'm happy. im happy with where my life is at right now. its a good place to be at. its taken a long time to get to this point but i guess better later than never.

so i ended up making a last minute trip to california this weekend for Troy's playoff football game. sadly, they lost but played some good defense. one of the players got pretty hurt. they had to bring an ambulance. thats orange county for ya. intense sports. i think ive been to every age game and there has always been an ambulance on the field. ( Read more... )

wow. what a night it has been. but im okay. with all that went on and all that was figured out, i'm perfectly ok with the situation. i think it was the jumping back and forth and not knowing that was hurting me. the constant worry of is it me? is it something i did? were just gonna be friends. im alright with that. now that i look at the situation ( Read more... )

i shouldn't have let this thing go for as long as i have. and now i'm forced to place myself back on the stupid nutrition drink and cracker diet for about 2 weeks and see how i go from there. i know i shouldn't have pushed myself to this point but me being dumb, i did. i just hope that going back will help alleviate my symptoms again cause once ( Read more... )

so theres been some new things going on in my life lately. its nice though. im happy. i have amazing friends around me who seem to be supporting the whole thing and also watching out for me. that really means a lot to me to know that there are people who are watching out for me. to know they care that much and all for my well being makes my life ( Read more... )

so another show done. it was amazing while it lasted. it was such an amazing group of people to work with. i guess its back to reality now ( Read more... )