this weekend has been really awesome! again! um friday i went and saw.. mothman prophecies with carrie shane and robby. it was a pretty good movie but ah-hem we better see john q. too! anddd saturday i helped amanda make her mask or well i made her mask and then went to dinner with carrie and shane. carrie and i went back to her house and ( Read more... )

I'm tired! Today Carrie called and woke me up and she's sick :( i feel really bad for her! I missed her at lunch and in math and then after school i went to work without her too! And all the kids were confused.. this little girl Rose ran up to me and was like "CARRIEEEEEEEEE" and I was like .. no.. and Lee Isaac was like nuh-uh that's Sydney ( Read more... )

It's been an okay couple of weeks for the most part! Last week Carrie and I skipped a day together and then the next day was a snow day! Carrie and I walked alllll the way to shane's! It was a lot of fun.. and hmmm. The weekend pretty much consisted of.. taking the ACT and.. um.. nothing? But this weekend is homecoming and I'm really looking ( Read more... )

i hate school.. that's the first thing i said when i woke up this morning. we've had 2 three day weekends in a row and yet i never feel like any amount of time away from that fucking place is sufficient. today really really sucked. i think i made SOMEONE mad again today at lunch :( makes me upset when i always screw things up. we got our report ( Read more... )

bad bad bad sunday. i woke up and my mom bitched at me, so i went to watch the game at catherine's, we lost. didn't wanna go home, so i drove around and amanda called so i picked her up and we drove around.. i really wanted to call carrie but lately i always feel like when i call her it's like she really doesn't want to hang out with me. it's ( Read more... )

I have a headache!!!! OUch! My family is like driving me crazy.... they're so loud. I spent like 4 hours yesterday putting together all these toys that Cameron and Matthew got. They got like a remote control everything and ya know everything requires "some" assembly. So basically that means they want you to be the first person ever to turn 4, ( Read more... )

Christmas break is going great! A couple nights ago we went to Robby's and we exchanged presents. Shane and Robby picked out really great stuff :D!!! And Carrie and I gave them their stuff, I think they liked it alot which felt great b/c we put quite a bit of thought into that. It was a lot of fun!!! And Carrie gave me a heating blanket, just ( Read more... )

Well it's official!! I have officially gotten too burnt out of school to work. I have a big biology exam in about.. ohhhh an hour and I have put in next to no studying time. Yesterday I took exams in theatre arts, history, and spanish and I did great on all of them so today I'm kind of like.. nooooo thank you. I am just gonna bs my way through ( Read more... )

Will everything be alright? I don't seem to know anymore. That all just seems like a child's story.. a fairy tale "happily ever after" sort of thing right now. I mean most often in real life things aren't completely okay are they? I just want things to be that way. Kind of like when you're a little kid.. and you watch movies and the good guys ( Read more... )

i'm feeling okay this week.. i'm just really anxious for this week to be over!!! i got in like a huge fight with my mom on sunday b/c she has to like take my stepdad's side for everything.. even about like not giving me my birthday gift. yeah whatever. so fuck them.. i ran away from there on monday. this week has been really slow but i'm not ( Read more... )