My song for Kyuwook
Title: Song of Kyuwook
Rating: Fluff
Couple: Kyuwook word count: 1974
Summary: There's no need of words to describe Kyuhyun and Ryeowook.
A/N: *hugs* I made a song for Kyuwook after my silly "trauma" and desperate of my stupidity of giving my handmade song for wookie to other "person". TT___TT this fic describes the meanings of my song. Thank you for thewindchime unnie for being my consult when I feel down and stress because of silly and hypocrite people.~ I really2 wanna kick them for sure! *pouts*. If anyone wants to ask about the song, I have to say that I made it in Japanese~ (ore to isshou ni uta o shimashou ka?) LOL
Wookie gaze on Kyu (and also Kyu's) There's no need to describe it with "words"
This heart's scream, where to let it out?
This heart's worries how to say it?
Is it okay to confuse about it?
There's no need of words
This is what Kyuhyun always feels on Ryeowook. It's not like he isn't close to him or he's fighting with him, but there's never a word called "affection" out from his mouth for him. All words from his mouth always the opposites of what inside his heart.
When he wants to say, "Ryeowook-ah, you did a good job",
His mouth always says, "Ryewook-ah, you're still a long way behind me."
When he wants to cheer him up, it always end that he's insulting him.
When he wants to speak up his feelings towards him,
It always end that Ryeowook takes it as a joke.
So, does it really needs any word to convey what he feels for him?
"There's no need of words"
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Is my heart satisfied just because of it?
Something lack,
Something that I don't understand
Kyuhyun believes that action is more important than word. He decides that it's better for him to stand on Ryeowook side anytime and anywhere better than comforting him with sweet words like other hyungs did when Ryeowook cried.
But he feels something missing from his "action". He doesn't understand why Ryeowook never notices him. He's fine and happy just beside Ryeowook, but how about him? Now, Kyuhyun begins to doubt his feelings. Is he really satisfy with "it"??
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That's right, we still need something
That is just to see you
That is just to love you
That’s why now and here,
I let my feelings out
Every time Kyuhyun sees Ryeowook close with someone else, he'll go on his nerves. Every time he sees Ryeowook touches someone else, he'll be so jealous like crazy.
And every time he sees Ryeowook smiles on someone else, he always hopes that his smiles are for him..
Kyuhyun's life becomes more colorful as Ryeowook exist in his heart. He can be happy and sad in the same time as he loves him so much. No one other than Ryeowook can captive Kyuhyun and makes him so obsessed than this.
“Kyuhyun loves Ryeowook.”
That is what he needs to say.
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Do you know about my heart?
Do you searching for it?
Like this, on my side
Like this, being together
Kyuhyun takes Ryeowook out for walk. This way, he could let his feelings out without worrying about his hyungs would disturb him and he can be with Ryeowook privately. Never on his mind that Ryeowook would accept his invitation so easily, but he's happy. At least, he can tell him what he felt for the past four years, his days, his thoughts, his worries, and his love towards a man named "Kim Ryeowook".
They walk on street using some disguises as they're not like normal people anymore. Super Junior is so famous now and everyone would chase them and write some bad rumors if they didn't behave themselves as what public wants. And Kyuhyun uses his chance for making Ryeowook wearing woman's clothes.
"Kyuhyun-ah, why would I wear this?" Ryeowook complains on the wig and clothes that Kyuhyun gave to him. Long curly wig, beige dress, brown blazer, black boots and white hat are what Ryeowook needs to wear as disguise as Kyuhyun just wears a pair of thick glasses and changes his hairstyle a bit.
"It won't be funny if I'm the one who disguise as girl, hyung. You're shorter than me and your body shape is fitter for being a girl. See, all fans loves you for dressing as girl." he smirks on Ryeowook.
"But still, why not letting me changes hairstyle or wearing casual clothes? Dress is too much for me." Ryeowook poutes on Kyuhyun. Wearing woman's clothes is too much for him especially he hates long wigs that disturbed his sight everytime he did "gee" and "chu" performances.
"Believe me, this dress fits you perfectly.." Kyuhyun smiles on Ryeowook and his eyes tell him that he'll be alright. Ryeowook never feels this kind of "Kyuhyun". He never looks so sincere before and somehow it makes Ryeowook blushes his face.
"Ah~ okay, think that this is your birthday present. Though three months late, but it's better than I give you nothing. But just for one hour okay? I can't hold much if I go out with woman clothes." Ryeowook goes to his room for changing clothes while Kyuhyun just smiling on himself. He is so happy that he can date with Ryeowook as girl though it's only for one hour.
"One hour is more than enough. Today I'll tell him, for sure."
They look like a "perfect couple" when they walk on street. Everyone look at them, as both the man and woman look great. No matter how Kyuhyun changes his style to "bookworm" style or wears thick glasses, he still looks so suave and Ryeowook must admit it. Kyuhyun is so handsome, not only for women but also men.
It also applies for Ryeowook. Kyuhyun can't let his eyes out from him and from men's gaze on Ryeowook. He is so pretty with the woman clothes on and looks like a doll. His eyes, his cheekbone, his lips are perfect even all girls that see them on road are envy of his beauty while men keep their dirty eyes on him. If he can, Kyuhyun would lock Ryeowook's beauty only for him.
They walk together and having fun like a normal couple. They sit on park bench, eat ice cream and laugh together. They rarely got this peace time, for resting and have fun together. It always busy for them even they can't go out and play like normal people on their age. At least they should be in love, go for date, hang out with their friends and let their young age pass with fun.
But being singer and entertain people are enough for them. They're happy if they can bring smiles for their family, their fans, and all people that support them.
Without realize it, one hour passed so fast and they need to go back. Promise is promise, Kyuhyun can't ask for more though he really wants it. He wants for this one hour last forever, for Ryeowook on his side, for them being together.
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Why our bond still can't be seen?
That is just to see you
That is just to love you
That’s why now and here,
Let's swear on our love
When the one hour ended, they were found out by fans.
"Yaa!! Kyuhyun oppa!! Is it him?? Why he is with a girl?? yaa!!" One fan yells it loud and it attracts everyone. They were forced to run and hide themselves.
"Really?? Really?? Kyuhyun oppaaa!!" More fans gather and start to chase them. The more they run, the more fans gather and chase them like crazy. It's troublesome but quite good for Kyuhyun as he can stay with Ryeowook longer. They run together and hold hands. Try their best together to escape from fans' chase.
"Kyu, wait.. huuff.. huff.. my leg.. It's hard to run with this boots." Ryeowook asks Kyuhyun to stop but it'll be the end for them if they do it. Without any wait, Kyuhyun carries him like a princess and run for railway station.
"Yaa~ why you??" Ryeowook become confuse and feels embarrasing as Kyu carries him. He wants to struggle but he looks at Kyu's face. Again, his sincere looks and Ryeowook can't help but let himself get Kyuhyun's pampers for a bit.
Their fans keep chasing them, make them ride train and blend inside the crowd. Now, Ryeowook stands on his feet while Kyuhyun lose all his stamina.
"Really, fans are scary.." says him while he out of breath. Ryeowook laughs when he's looking at the tired and funny Kyuhyun. "Though it's tiring, but the chasing is fun." Ryeowook smiles at Kyuhyun.
"Thank you, Kyu.." he closes his eyes and let his face come closer to Kyuhyun's. Kyuhyun sees this and does the same. Isn't it like girl's manga while the date will end with a small kiss on train? Do it means that Ryeowook also like him??
Kyuhyun keeps closing his eyes, waiting for the soft touch on his lips that never come. A light slap on his cheek comes out instead. "Baa!!" Ryeowook startles him and laughs again. "Do you think that I'll kiss you, Kyu??" he can't stop his laughs. His dongsaeng is cute and he likes him. If he were a girl, he bet that he'll kiss him for sure.
Kyuhyun opens his eyes. His eyes seem different. It's a new look of him in Ryeowook's eyes. Today, he had seen lots of Kyuhyun but this is the most "different" from the other Kyu. Somehow his body feels weak while Kyuhyun touches his hand, slides his fingers in and pushes his body close. He keeps looking at Ryeowook with the same gaze and says.
"Why you still can't see my bond on you?"
And he kisses him among the crowd, inside the train. While no one would recognize them, while no one will stop him, Cho Kyuhyun to convey his feelings that has been buried deep inside his heart.
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This heart's scream, where to let it out?
This heart's worries how to say it?
Is it okay to confuse about it?
Is it called love?
Ryeowook could feel his lips pressed on Kyuhyun's. It feels light and soft though his heart is trembles with "this Kyuhyun". He closes his eyes for a while and when he starts to catch his sense back, he pushes Kyuhyun.
Kyuhyun still closes his eyes even after Ryeowook pushed him. He is afraid of looking at Ryeowook's face. Will he cries? Or will he mad? Will he slaps him for his behaviors? His heart is worrying for all everything. He doesn't have any confidence in explaining about what he did to Ryeowook. As always, his action is "faster" than his "words".
There's no need of words
In spite of his sudden push on Kyuhyun, Ryeowook doesn't feel bad at all. He's glad that Kyuhyun closes his eyes as he doesn't want Kyuhyun seeing him like this. Seeing his red face and feeling his heartbeats. He understand everything even Kyuhyun didn't say it.
There's no need of words
They walk home from the station. The condition is so awkward; they even walk in some distances. Kyuhyun walks first, tries to hide his pathetic face from Ryeowook while Ryeowook, he keeps curling his wig as he so nervous. Everyone in dorm will notice their awkwardness soon and he doesn't know what to explain. It's impossible for him to say that "Kyuhyun kiss him in public inside a train" to his hyungs. It'll be a big uproar and hot gossips among members and.. Ryeowook can't make up on any words that can cover "this".
He can't lie, he can't thinking out of anything but one thing that he can do and he do it to Kyuhyun just before they come inside to the dorm's front gate.
There's no need of words
He stops Kyuhyun by hugging him from behind. He lets out all his courage and doesn't regret of this. Maybe this is the only thing that he can come out with, for now.
There's no need of words
Kyuhyun startles as he feels Ryeowook's warmth from behind. He understands what Ryeowook's trying to say to him and he looks at him, smiling..
He brushes Ryeowook hair and nods on him, gives a sign that he accepts this ending for now. Ryeowook blinkes his eyes and smiles back at him. They laugh as they communicate without saying anything. That's right, "action" is more understandable than words since they believe.
There's no need of words to show "love"
ps: the italic bold sentences is the meaning of the song ^^. (the song is in japanese LOL)
I've had the melody and lyric,but I still need help from anyone who can play
instrument to make the music~ since I can only play flute
and it has limited note TT____TT *cries*
Thank you for reading and do comment!
Ann Taylor Loft sorry for everyone T-T (I always late on continuing fics~ LOL)do my grammar improved? O//O