how do you handle pain and anguish? this is a question.

when you're to blame, what do you do?

why do you people emphasize the power of choice so incredibly much? sometimes humans have the capacity to do so much (evil) that the awkwardness of life just makes my stomach churn by default.

行き、死になさい

one step out of the rat cage.

don't follow in the footsteps of history;
don't make your life complicated when it doesn't need to be.
you're obviously not very good at keeping the peace.

does the actor stop acting even when he exits the stage?

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Part of this unsettledness stems from the fact that I refuse to settle for what I have. I know for sure that my soul is not soaring given the circumstances, and I am certain that I have not actualized 100% of my ultimate potential as a person. I feel... stuck, here. I feel as if there should be more out there for me. And yet, I am doing nothing to ( Read more... )

Hounds inside me, railing at me, telling me to give in, to give up on common sense -

Basically to kill myself, to destroy every shred of credibility I ever tried to build up for myself.

How is my humanity supposed to mirror God's image?!

cold... nothingness.
i am going completely numb...

let go.

let go of that last remaining morsel of humanity.

talk to no one.
nothing must come in.

i will not show emotion because of some trifling itch in the back of my head.

we say what must be said and believe only what we must believe.
i will not be swayed by the confidence of your disdain.

one day it will all return to nothing.

it is time to shave off the fat and purge the elements that don't matter.