I'm a mess.

[gilraenfelagund]

I don't know if it's hormones or what, but I'm a big, fat mess lately. I freak out about the TINIEST things...and tears often well up for no good reason. For instance, I didn't know Derek worked today, so I was thinking we'd have lunch like we usually do when he's not working. Long story short, he was at work, didn't show up for lunch, didn't call/

Comments

[angelfallentear]

you're always a mess! lol

j/k

It's more than likely a combination of hormones, change of environment (and the subsequent getting used to of that environment) and a change of routine too. You'll be fine once you find the groove again. Change isn't fun, you'll survive it and be better for it:)

gah I can't wait for next friday!

[angelfallentear]

I think I'm having a nervous breakdown. Yeah, that fits.

*Twitch*

Sucks, I haven't seen Derek for like...two days. We sleep in the same bed! So, I guess TECHNICALLY, I've seen him...I just haven't seen him awake...and I won't see him today, because he works til 8, and then he's going to go practice this dumb song his work is having him play...*sigh*...feels like I'm single again, only in a different house.

[gilraenfelagund]

Errr...that was me...I dunno why I wasn't logged in. Bah, I blame the fact that I should still be asleep at this ungodly hour...

[angelfallentear]

fair enough.

you need to tell him that you feel like you're single again and that he needs to make some time for y'alls relationship. It's hard, especially with the new job and the holiday season...but he needs to do it b/c it's hurting your relationship otherwise.