This day shall be marked in the history books...as the day that I actually turned Derek down. Yup, Derek actually wanted to have sex, but I turned him down. Never done that before, and I felt absolutely wretched about it. I just...wasn't feeling up to it. Understand, please, that that is a VERY unusual feeling for me. But I'd been feeling "bleh" ( Read more... )

Yup, as of yesterday, I don't live with my parents anymore. It was kind of surprising to me, actually, I thought I had until like...Friday to finish packing etc...and just you know - prepare myself to actually move out of the house I've been living in for almost 22 years. But, no, my parents told me that they were expecting me out yesterday. So I ( Read more... )

Back from vacation...it was SOOO much fun, and now I'm really depressed that I have to get back to reality...stupid reality...
Back to waking up at 6:15 in the morning...ugh...and I just know that I'm going to be tormenting myself all this week saying stuff like, "At this time last week, I was in Vegas/Arizona, and not at work, blah blah blah ( Read more... )

SOOOOOOOO...uhh...yeah, I really don't know what to write about...it's damn hot, and it's not just because of me, hahaha...

JOBI have a new job, I now work at Heil Construction in Monrovia. I love it, it's so far, the best job I've had. They are SO relaxed there...I can usually show up like, 10 minutes late, and they don't say anything! I get an ( Read more... )

Just wanted to apologize to the people who were expecting me to come to the beach yesterday...I know I let you down, but yesterday just wasn't a great day for me...
I really was going to come...I got a new swimsuit and everything. I even paid extra so the suit would get here on time...but again, yesterday just wasn't good ( Read more... )

Today really actually kinda sucked big fat monkey balls. The main reason for this is that when I got in to work today and read my emails...found an email from corporate, saying they're going to be closing the Irwindale call center, tentatively in December. Yeah. This means I have to get my ass a new job. Not that my ass was doing much anyway, but ( Read more... )

If you leave comment requesting a quick analysis, then I will respond to you about the following ( Read more... )

Well everyone, today's the first day I'm on the phones...I'm a little nervous. Okay, a lot nervous...there's a lot to remember, and I'm afraid that I'm going to forget it all when I need it the most. Haha...*sigh ( Read more... )

Not going to be that long of an entry tonight, I still have to wake up early tomorrow...
First off, I'd like to say (once again) HAPPY BIRTHDAY JED!!!
*Ahem*
Second of all...haven't found my own place to live yet...at this point, I know I'll be moving into Derek's house for a bit. Hopefully not more than a couple months...but while I'm living there ( Read more... )

Okay, I'm a lot pissed. One thing, I can't talk about without making an "eyes only" post, and I don't feel like doing that. Let's just say that someone really hurt my feelings, but now I'm done being hurt, and am now just really pissed off.
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