Only Hope

[gilraentasairdu]

THis is the 3rd time I'm going to try this. I keep losing the page and everything I wrote already.

THis is my last chance. I remember why now.... Please....

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[gilraentasairdu]

Ok, I'm less pissed off now that all the deepest feelings were lost. ok here goes...

For the longest time I have hidden my truest and deepest feelings. For sooooooooooooo long I put my emotions on my sleeve and got hurt each and every single time. And the ONE person I should have done that with, I didn't. Feelings of guilt and sorrow engulf me. I hid from myself and from Him. We stated that friendship was what the foundation was built on. I forgot that! I'm soooooooooooo very sorry. That Perfect day back in Sept. was soooooooooooo true. I meant it then and I remember it now.