never felt so happy and confused

[gilvsworld]

i've never felt so happy and sad at the same time. like for month i was depressed, and now i'm happy again, but i see everyone else, and they're still depressed, and i don't know what to think. i feel like i'm betraying my feelings, even though this happiness is good for me. it's like i'm contradicting my own feelings. like if someone came up to me

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nooooo

[giluismywomanow]

noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..i love u too much.. please dont say that... and im happy im just confused too.. not depressed... n u todl me that... n its true.. please dont say u wanna b depressed bc u no u dont. and u no u dont like it when ur depressed.. jsut don think abotu it.. and then u wont b depressed.. n btw in within a few months good stuff is happenginf ro - i mean, ur going to spainf or spring break which im jelalous of, and then ur gonan go to camp with me, and our anniversary.. baby.. a skol is over soon... sooner than u no.. i love

[giluismywomanow]

o bby also i realized i was oen o those ppl who prolyl told u i was depressed n shit. but u told me i wasnt.. n u told me not to be.. just rthink botu that.. u help me.. soo much.. without u i dk where id be.. and thats how u shud feel.. we shud bother be happy- for each other! 6 days!!!
(i finally am counting rite!!)
I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH

*ttfn* lol

baby

[giluismywomanow]

im sorry if i have been one of your disspointments.. im gonan try really fucking hard to be happy all the time.. n make u really really happy... its also spring/summer.. so just get used to it being warm.. n have fun... i love u.. too much to watch u write this kinda stuff... n feel this way.. i love u- and ill alwys b here..
<3love you<3
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