Electric Daisy Carnival

ahhhh travis (my ex boyfriend) is back in town for the summer. I hate it when he comes home because i can't stop thinking about him, and that is such a bad thing. I get this horrible stomach ache and it just wont go away...it's there now and it has been there since Becca told me she saw him yesterday. damn it, its been 9 months since we broke up ( Read more... )

Well another day of studying and studying and guess what else...studying! it'll all be over before we know it though, so i dont mind it that much. My ankle is sooo much better! It has to be all those meditation sessions with my mother, in any case, maybe ken will stop asking me if im ok every two seconds *winks* im just kidding i appreciate that ( Read more... )

Why am i soo damn clumsy! I seriously cant go more than 2 days without getting hurt. it sux i tell you, it really does. Just when my knee is finally getting better and im starting to play soccer, i sprain my wrist. Just when that is getting better i play football like a dumbass in the street and i sprain my ankle and now that shit looks like a ( Read more... )

TOOOO MUUUCH STUFF TO DO before school lets out. aaahhh I hate this time a year its soooo damn stressful. I dont even have fucking time to write. FUCK! alright im out i gotta study.

I have so much homework to do but i cant concentrate, somthing that is happening much too often now. My stomach hurts as if i anticipate something, and the nausea tells me that it cant be good. I hate this feeling, im dreading something unknown and i have no clue what there is to fear. It is this feeling that is keeping me from writing an essay. No ( Read more... )

I am soooooo tired...woke up at like 830 this morning to drive back home from palm springs and now i am dying! isnt there some sort of rule that says you cant wake up before 11 am on a sunday. yea i thought so, im just breaking too many rules. Palm springs was tight, it was hot as hell but it was cool to just be away from culver shitty for a day. ( Read more... )

Damn last nite was crazy, it gave me a lot to think about and a lot to stop thinking about. Fuck the "cool sophmores", they are so done. People say we should kick their asses cuz they followed us in their car and in a way i want to but fuck that i dont want to do anything that'll only make it worse. They'll learn their lesson in due time, and when ( Read more... )

Today was cool. Tonia put her pelvis on me...hehehe TON LOKE! tonia is sitting next to me right now (omigod!!!!) i am sooooooooo excited. i get to sleep there tonite...aahhhh wish me luck guys!!! maybe i'll SCORE. anyway MTV awards tonite...fo sheeeeezie in the heeeeezie! i am so mentally hyper. how weird it is when your mind is racing but you cant ( Read more... )

ahh good morning...it seems like another promising day, probably because im not in school. floyd and i talked last night and i feel like things are finally falling into place, no more of this "not talking" bullshit. I think things are gonna be ok and we'll turn out to be good friends after all of this. =) what a weird and confusing time of the year ( Read more... )