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so the bad shit keeps coming my way. my dad lost his job. he has been at the same job for 30 years now but they are getting rid of his entire department. he is getting a years full salary plus a 10000 dollar bonus but im scared that hes not gonna be able to find a job since hes 53 years old. ABC offered him a job at the station in indianapolis but ( Read more... )

just wanted to write to say that i feel better
i went to work and came home did some shit around the apartment and mellowed out... i just sat outside and enjoyed the wind blowing strong... and it smelt great... like it always does b4 a big storm. now its pouring. the rain is therapudic(sp) to me. makes me think of my grandpa(dont ask)

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omg so i found out that the DMV actually posts copies of everyones drivers liscese online so that everyone can see it ( Read more... )

this weekend was very busy. magen came in to town YAY. she got here on firday so friday night i had a lil get together with all of the people that we use to hang out with. that was fun cause i havent seen most of em since she moved. passed out at matts apartment around 3 or so i dont really remember the end of the night... i was really drunk ( Read more... )

latley the only thing i can think about is how my life is going nowhere fast. i feel as if no matter what i do i will never be good enough for anyone. people seem to look down on me quite frequently and its starting to get to me ( Read more... )

i just wanted to write a post to say... I FUCKING GOT SHOT IN THE LEG 3 TIMES WITH A PELLET GUN ( Read more... )

ya i am so bored. matt is in cleveland so now i have no one to hang out with till 6 in the morning. so im layin here..... hungover and lonley ( Read more... )