day 2: number of pints of coffee ice cream consumed- 2 ( Read more... )

well today my fears have been comfermed. drew has broken up with me and lest the decision of remaining friends up to me. im suppose to call him on saturday if i think we can and if i dont, than i probably wont see him again aside from when he visits clarke. i wont go into detail, but i hope noone gets mad at drew. he did what he thought would be ( Read more... )

today i actaully swam in the pool that i work at for the very first time! it was a nice experiance i must say. mighty refreshing. sean came along and we called bobby but he was at work. tomorrow, it looks like i am finally going to get my answers. drew said that he was gonna pick me up so we can talk about where his mind has been lately. i told ( Read more... )

im so in the dark right now. i feel like im being toyed with. i hope that this isnt some sick joke. being played by best friends is not something that i want to deal with. i would feel so stupid. like i should have known better.

so i called up drew to ask him what was wrong and he told me that i shouldnt worry about it. that it doesnt matter. of course i pressed the matter because i care and i want him to be happy. how can i be close to someone if he wont tell me what is bothering him? so when i asked him if it involved me, he said that he had to do homework and that he ( Read more... )

today i was suppose to see drew, but now he says that it doesnt look like i am going to get to see him. so now..i have nothing to do. i think ill call some people. i wonder when the next time i will get to see him will be, that movie is going to be so overdue. thank God Blockbuster got rid of that policey. today i had church and i drove there and ( Read more... )

what do you say to a man who is about to die? what can you say when his legacy has ment so much to so many people that heaven cant be without him for much longer? how do you respond to his cheerful tone when he tells of how much he loves The Lord and cant wait to finally meet Him? how can you thank him for always helping your family when you needed ( Read more... )

im so TOed. my mother shrunk my new pants. i mean they still touch the floor, but not in excess now. i was like "mother, you didnt happen to SHOVE my pants in the drier, did you?" than she went on this huge rampage of 'yes i did but blah blah blah.' so i was like..i figured you would do as much. she was like 'dont put it that way' and i was like ' ( Read more... )

today was a confusing day. i got a call in the drivers ed car from my mother saying that she cant bring me to work...ok wtf am i suppose to do now? i called drew because i hoped that he would give me a ride but when he picked up, he sounded really out of it. he was literally talking in his sleep to me because when i called him again after work, he ( Read more... )

well i finally saw charley and the chocolate factory. i could have lived without seeing that, but it was ok. my view is that if the first one was not made, than this one would have seemed alot better. people should not try to redo legendary movies such as that one. the perspective of willy wonka was really different from the one that i grew up with ( Read more... )