i'm sick of leaving when the sun comes up ( Read more... )

spring break is over.
little less than a month and a half left before summer break.
i got my hair done.
life.

i don't like my new job. i'm not bartending there, i'm waitressing. there is no way in hell i'm gonna waitres at 2 different restaurants. that's just dumb ( Read more... )

my room is freezing.
the bugs are back so my room also smells like bugspray.
i want to smoke weed, but i don't have any to smoke or anything to smoke out of.
there is a lack of motivation to do anything but lay in bed.
the only reason i actually got up was to kill the bugs.
i guess that must mean i'm pretty bummed.

i just got a second job. after a month and a half of a waiting i get a call for orientation at this restaurant in reading. i don't know how the hell i'm gonna pull off working 2 jobs and go to school fulltime. i don't even know if i'm waitressing or bartending, i'd much prefer to bartend ( Read more... )

i abhor this "holiday". maybe i'd like it better if it hasn't always sucked for me, year after year ( Read more... )

the days run together ( Read more... )

everything in my life is so fucking annoying and stupid.

i like clothes.
yeah i certainly do.

past 2 weeks i've been on the verge of a nervous breakdown ( Read more... )