I'm more afraid of other people dying... and leaving me alone? you know? I have these moments where I will construct these horrific scenarios of people being really hurt or sick in my head... and then, by accident, I get myself so worked up that it's like it's really happening... and then I cry like a little baby. Sometimes I do it in the car if Tyler is driving like a maniac... I think "We're going to crash... if we crashed, what if Tyler died and I didn't? Ohmigod, this is what people probably think right before things like this happen" etc... you see the ridiculous train of thought....
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I'm really not afraid of dying. It doesn't bother me. If I died tomorrow I'd give myself a high five for lasting as long as I have.
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I'm more afraid of other people dying... and leaving me alone? you know?
I have these moments where I will construct these horrific scenarios of people being really hurt or sick in my head... and then, by accident, I get myself so worked up that it's like it's really happening... and then I cry like a little baby. Sometimes I do it in the car if Tyler is driving like a maniac... I think "We're going to crash... if we crashed, what if Tyler died and I didn't? Ohmigod, this is what people probably think right before things like this happen" etc... you see the ridiculous train of thought....
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