I am really incredibly upset, well more like angry.
im most likely going to stay up late tonight.
I am fucking pissed at my mom.
i have a fucking headache.
just was caused by one huge thing.
I FUCKING DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW CAN MY MOM DID THIS TO ME.
i asked her a million time a month to come and help my guard who did very beautiful and hard work for homeshow.
and she is going to a fucking Flower Show with stupid ex. What the Hell
she is doing the same thing as last year. She never helped the guard out, or even come just to SEE me. not just to sex someone up at my championship show. I know she is stressed with work. but right now i need her with me when im doing something that i have passion for beside her being there with me at doctors, making dr appts,and all that shit.
fucking goddamnit. how can she do this. what the fuck
i want to scream so bad.
i feel that she only feel that taking me to doctors is enough to take care of me, make me happy. i want a mother who help/support her kids with everything. whatever.
I'm fed up with mom's shit.
i hate her (bitchy sarcastically)