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Sep 27, 2005 21:25

wow! I just found a proper like bicep haha I'm so proud of such a pathetic thing :P

Today was crappy. School was crappy in English I started to write my draft of my English Coursework...wanna look?

I Don't Have A Name Yet

I hate it here. I feel suffocated. All around me I see these people, all exactly the same. All trying to be someone interesting, when in fact they bore me, no-one is interesting at all.
My name is Krista Davies, I'm fifteen years old and I go to Middleton High School. I have blue eyes, pale skin and I dye my hair red. All normal, but not at school. They are all blond, popular and listen to Britney, whereas I'm not popular and I listen to My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy, Good Charlotte. They all hate me. I feel so alone.
I guess it all started when I was about twelve. I used to be best friends with Amy, the most popular girl in school, we did everything together but when I started listening to rock she ditched me and began to transform into the blond, popular bitch we see today. So now I have no friends, I am the person everyone whispers about as I walk past. I am the misfit, but I can't help it, I'm just being me.
Right now I am in English, writing all this instead of what I am supposed to be doing. It's not like I want to be here, so why bother?

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As soon as I got home I rushed to my room, briefly telling my mum about my day. When my music is on I relax, letting the lyrics and music take me somewhere else, somewhere I want to be.

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The rain hammering on the windows awoke me from my daydream, back to my nightmare - my reality.

Tell me what you think please? lol It's not finished and it's just rough so yeah... ♥
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