so frustrated n hurt

[ginny_the_pooh]

its like all i ever see are these gurls takin their clothes off n sex sex sex and this and that and ppl trynna compete and compare and look their best and gurls trying to get and steal and tempt guys left and right and it just really gets hard i just feel like icant compete anymore and it really hurts and i dont wanna let the media and everything

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[daisyduckie]

its like competition to be "the" girl. the one with perfect hair and face and body. i know exactly what you mean. Peteys friends hang around with all these highschool chicks that look like the walked straight off laguna beach. i feel like so ugly and out of place when i'm forced to be with them. i hate it. its like that girl next door song, u kno? i do get wat u mean. sometimes i have days where i think i look good, then otherdays i practically hate myself because i'm not what the media defines as pretty. i gotcha vk

[ginny_the_pooh]

yah. 4real hey.
i luv u.
today me and lance had a good lil talk about that stuff and how i been feeling and yeah it was good..its reassuring but still..therz so much pressure to b a certain way, shouldnt need to hear that ur alrite from other ppl yea know.. but yupyup love you love you
goodniite

[ford_beepbeep]

ya........ i totally understand too. like at university ..walking down the halls and i see these girls i label as 'snobby city chicks' who look so perfect and i feel as if i hate them... or want to be them... i can't pick. And when I think about it its dumb...but ya for sure. Or some days when ya feel ugly that day...and then every super beautiful/girl that walks down the street i assume my bf stares at them and i get jealous of them... The Media is soo horrible as labeling women as 'meat'. ugh. its sickening.. and i get caught up in it. Its hard to remember that true beauty is on the inside. Esp since the same things will happen again all over tomorrow...