I think, that this is the first time ever that i dont have anything to say. i mean none of what i say is important anyway and no one reads it. So it doesnt matter. But i promised my friends that if i wasnt wrting in the jerzel then id write here. I got called black today. Cuz im "ghetto" and i like friend chicken. Yep. So now im black. What else ( Read more... )

URGHHHHHHHHHH ( Read more... )

Most of my friends are stupid. My school is stupid. My mom is stupid. My life is stupid. I cant wait to switch schools. Then i can not talk to anyone and be myself and not care what anyone thinks of me. but i cant do that at my school cuz if you do it at myschool you get suspended and shit and i need to not be suspended so i keep my grades up. If i ( Read more... )

Wow. i just had the most confusing ten minutes ever. Jesse started talking about dissapointing me. Tas was talking about god knows what. and Jordan was talking about never listening to his advice. Except i dont remeber any advice. Or its not relevant anymore. Then he told me to beware. AND take note that all of this happened at the same time. Then ( Read more... )

Yay faerie party today wheeeeeeeeeeoooooooooooooo!!!!! Im all depressed cuz everyones runnin away fro me. even the ppls i thot were my frieds. oh well. i guess ill just have to hope that my glitter slices their eye or sumfin. *SIGH* Its just "sooo" much fun when people dont care about stuff they should care about. like breaking up with other ppls. ( Read more... )

Yay. i cant sleep. i had a pack of oreos. and now cannot fall asleep YAY. Cept i have to be at the rennisance fair in 4 hours ( Read more... )

I think theres something wrong with me. not like cutting myself or anything, but something else. I duno. Everytime i like a guy they decide to give up on me ( Read more... )

I Loved this boy. Really loved him. And i thot he loved me too. but i guess not because all this time that ive known hes liked me an hes known ive liked him, his parents have been freakin out and been saying stuff like "its illegal, shes too young" but im not and it isnt illegal. and then i got this letter from him ( Read more... )