http://girillamook.livejournal.com/25496.html

i feel calm
it's' ok.
take this chance and see where it takes you

i think this is the best thing that has happened to me in a long time
i have a good feeling about it

pushing fears aside,
learning to love again...

http://girillamook.livejournal.com/19211.html

when i posted this, i thought i felt that way.
i was wrong. 
now i really do and my heart is all tied in knots. 
i never imagined this being so hard.
and why am i freaking out so bad? i'm hopelessly ridiculous...

so afraid to love you, and so afraid to lose...

looking for an answer to a choice i don't even ( Read more... )

isn't it funny
how someone can walk into your life
unexpectedly
and change everything

right there all along
and you never knew it.
but now you do
and something is in the air...

life=smiles
:)

Merry Christmas!

i wore my toe socks today
first time since my foot surgery 2 years ago

and wandered around the christmas department in walmart
i am so excited for christmas!

i am happy.


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Each time you change

Each time you grow a little

Each time you become stronger

You love a little harder
And hurt a little deeper

Each time you learn something new

Each time it takes all you have to get back up

Each time you are different

You stand a little taller

Walk a little longer

And see a little more

Each time you become a better person

life.

always changing

always flowing

each day new and exciting

sometimes hard

but mostly good

so much to do

so much to think about

discoveries to be made

lessons to be learned

full and exciting

simple and casual

life.

You know,

sometimes love isn't fireworks. 
Sometimes, love just comes softly.

I've forgotten what I started fighting for...

I've packed a cooler and a change of clothes
Let's jump and see how far it goes
You got my heart and your daddy's boat
We got all night to make it float
We could sit on the shore, we could just be friends
Or we could jump in

Whole world could change in a minute
Just one kiss could stop this spining
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it hurts to breathe.

and my cold is getting worse.
the fact that it's 59 degrees in my house doesn't really help.

showers are soothing to the soul.

I feel like crap.
but its ok.
I had a good day yesterday.
Adventures at WalMart-
I'm not allowed to go there alone anymore.
*chuckles*

I am watched out for. 
The Lord hasn't forgotten me.
And he still sends his tender mercies when I need them.
A day full of friends, new and old.
Random phone calls from people not heard from ( Read more... )