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so my friend Adam has a band. Weaker Still. the music sounds like Perfect Circle. check em out on Myspace or www.weakerstill.com. absolutely kick ass shit. here's some lyrics. they seem apropo for this past month and half.
~Absolution~
Beauty shown in symmetry
Motion feeding lustful needs
Want consumes my everything
Watching you enjoying me
Pleasure felt by sinful deeds
Defining our humanity
Flesh-to-Flesh we become known
Intent on enhancing our own
In This moment
Here in this place
I can feel whole
Indulging my soul
In This moment
Here in this place
I succumb to
Absolution derived from you
Visual by languid light
Burning contours into sight
Shifting body dispels trite
Elevates desires might
Taste of passion lingering
Smell of lust distinguishing
Hastened heartbeat tiring
A body and mind reveling
I do not believe this experience will find an end
Perhaps a fool am I to postulate
If recognition serves to verify, I search my mind
The sweetest memories you fabricate
~ Lost Inside ~
Face to Face against this Ego
Mirrors revealing my foe
Struggling to keep some control
Against doing what I'm told
Born inside confusions labyrinth
Second consciousness unfolds
Stumbling into fruition
Using me as a handhold
I see I've Become Segmented and fractured
I need to be whole Trying to solidify
Every moment lived in torment
Can't I cut away this pain?
Hands are shaking and still dripping
With the color from my veins
Trapped inside a shell outgrowing
Limitations of the sane
I don't want to take these actions
But conflict brings too much strain
How can I direct my anguish
Onto that which lacks a form
Suffering abuse mentally
Shackles of helpless adorns
Maybe I should just acquiesce
And give freedom to my scorn
Perhaps I could grow accustom
To the furious maelstrom
This is probably the one that I'm liking the most right now.
~Precious Tragedy~
With you, everything seemed ok
Spoke was our felicity
With words, captured by the day
Shining in the memory
As beacons, shining for the lost
Hidden not from any cause
And now, the light is perishing
Since the pain is strengthening
All I could have fathomed,
By the presence found in you
Was that everything was right for balance,
And nothing would be skewed
I thought a foundation was settled,
For a future to be raised
Now I gaze upon the rubble,
Through a blurred and teary haze
The empty felt inside myself,
Will be laden by debris
Of the wrong that I have suffered by,
Such a precious tragedy
I will guard against my enemy,
Found in the name of love
A reminder not to become maimed by,
Such a precious tragedy
Was this, a trial failed by me?
Was I lacking subtleties?
Have I, wronged you by some deed?
Why are you not answering?
You’ve said, forever will we be
Is forever lessening?
Now you, withdraw your fallacy
Can-your love end so easily?
~Adoration of You~
Reflection of fortune
Manifest as distant longing
How precious a possession
That worthiness falls short from me
Existence without you
Would be as life without a breath
But breathless am I now
From fascination of your sight
The image, of splendor
Found in you feeds devotion
No sculpture, made by man
Could ever frame such perfection
The caress, of your touch
Would mend the deepest wounded heart
My being, calls for you
To bring an end to this torment
Inspiring is such a thing, that with a gleam, time abandons me.
All I can do is picture you, while wading through all I wish to be.
Embrace a lie, to feel delight. To be denied would rend my dream.
In spite of fact, the courage lacked, cannot hold back my fantasy.
In you
I have seen the betterment
For you
I would welcome detriment
Your Voice,
Whispers to me in the night
As though,
You are lying by my side
Paralleled, are our lives
Never to cross or intersect
So distant, from my grasp
As tangible as my regret
A Voyeur, to watch you
Looking through glass which bars not light
Deny me, your graces
And remove meaning from my life
~Absolution~
Beauty shown in symmetry
Motion feeding lustful needs
Want consumes my everything
Watching you enjoying me
Pleasure felt by sinful deeds
Defining our humanity
Flesh-to-Flesh we become known
Intent on enhancing our own
In This moment
Here in this place
I can feel whole
Indulging my soul
In This moment
Here in this place
I succumb to
Absolution derived from you
Visual by languid light
Burning contours into sight
Shifting body dispels trite
Elevates desires might
Taste of passion lingering
Smell of lust distinguishing
Hastened heartbeat tiring
A body and mind reveling
I do not believe this experience will find an end
Perhaps a fool am I to postulate
If recognition serves to verify, I search my mind
The sweetest memories you fabricate
~ Lost Inside ~
Face to Face against this Ego
Mirrors revealing my foe
Struggling to keep some control
Against doing what I'm told
Born inside confusions labyrinth
Second consciousness unfolds
Stumbling into fruition
Using me as a handhold
I see I've Become Segmented and fractured
I need to be whole Trying to solidify
Every moment lived in torment
Can't I cut away this pain?
Hands are shaking and still dripping
With the color from my veins
Trapped inside a shell outgrowing
Limitations of the sane
I don't want to take these actions
But conflict brings too much strain
How can I direct my anguish
Onto that which lacks a form
Suffering abuse mentally
Shackles of helpless adorns
Maybe I should just acquiesce
And give freedom to my scorn
Perhaps I could grow accustom
To the furious maelstrom
This is probably the one that I'm liking the most right now.
~Precious Tragedy~
With you, everything seemed ok
Spoke was our felicity
With words, captured by the day
Shining in the memory
As beacons, shining for the lost
Hidden not from any cause
And now, the light is perishing
Since the pain is strengthening
All I could have fathomed,
By the presence found in you
Was that everything was right for balance,
And nothing would be skewed
I thought a foundation was settled,
For a future to be raised
Now I gaze upon the rubble,
Through a blurred and teary haze
The empty felt inside myself,
Will be laden by debris
Of the wrong that I have suffered by,
Such a precious tragedy
I will guard against my enemy,
Found in the name of love
A reminder not to become maimed by,
Such a precious tragedy
Was this, a trial failed by me?
Was I lacking subtleties?
Have I, wronged you by some deed?
Why are you not answering?
You’ve said, forever will we be
Is forever lessening?
Now you, withdraw your fallacy
Can-your love end so easily?
~Adoration of You~
Reflection of fortune
Manifest as distant longing
How precious a possession
That worthiness falls short from me
Existence without you
Would be as life without a breath
But breathless am I now
From fascination of your sight
The image, of splendor
Found in you feeds devotion
No sculpture, made by man
Could ever frame such perfection
The caress, of your touch
Would mend the deepest wounded heart
My being, calls for you
To bring an end to this torment
Inspiring is such a thing, that with a gleam, time abandons me.
All I can do is picture you, while wading through all I wish to be.
Embrace a lie, to feel delight. To be denied would rend my dream.
In spite of fact, the courage lacked, cannot hold back my fantasy.
In you
I have seen the betterment
For you
I would welcome detriment
Your Voice,
Whispers to me in the night
As though,
You are lying by my side
Paralleled, are our lives
Never to cross or intersect
So distant, from my grasp
As tangible as my regret
A Voyeur, to watch you
Looking through glass which bars not light
Deny me, your graces
And remove meaning from my life