oh man these guys i know and i started a party we went to a party in np and got a bunch of people to come with us and they did and we had lots of alcohaul and it was in moorpark it was weird. its amazing how powerful alcohaul can make you. now i am trying to be sober for 29 hours and 14 min since last night i hope i can do it. my head hurts cassie ( Read more... )

Oh man i was "blitzed" as someone called it last night and i went to sleep at 3 am and woke up at 7 am and worked! it was hard my mom said i looked like i had been drinking all night and i said yup u are right. its amazing when u are telling the truth they think u are kidding hehe. i smell like latex paint and gasoline and asbestos and pesticides. ( Read more... )

i guess im in trouble i gotta stop pulling this shit they are seriously gonna kick me out sooooon then i am on the streets of newbury park hell no that is just not kosher as far as im concerned i mean a bum in newbury park would be so boring. anyways oh yeah i gotta start going to aa meetings again yuck im just not in the whole aa spirit doesnt ( Read more... )

i got not many hours of sleep but at least i didnt have to go to work like catie or i woule have died i mean i think i would have. yeah i feel weak and out of it and really should sleep but not going to unfortunately i got plans already damnit! well i could sleep through the plans but that would be weird umm im just not writing anything important i ( Read more... )

ok guys it is my b-day today and i am 19! i have bite marks on my neck it is fun. She is a biter ouch in a good way. i got cute new clothes and it makes me smile. it was hotttt last night damn weather who makes this stuff up? god? cuz if he does oh man hes dead and she arises. i saw clay at vons yesterday i have not seen him in a while. well i ( Read more... )

new clothes are fun i did a whole runway scene in my hallway i felt so above the carpet. unfortunately i am the only one who saw it but it was fun nonetheless. i ate soup this morning and i liked it! i got a knife! it is really nice and could possibly kill someone...... u never know i might just snap! i figured out my wallet is prolly in westlake ( Read more... )

I think i lost my wallet again bummer i got home at 4 am but went to denny's! mmmmm unlimited coffee. but all in all i would have to say that porn stars are way funn and know how to do things that get people off good god im never going back! Next i need to have sex with a playboy bunny hehe.

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well i have no clue what happened last night all i know is i ran like a good mexican i ran and woke up with a fat lip. ummm i just remember cops and i am pretty sure cassie and donald got caught see i ran at first then came back cuz i felt bad then i ran again wow i had no clue it was so easy to get away then i slept on conejo campus for a while ( Read more... )