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Its been a very interesting few weeks actually, but strange now that i have things to write about i can't really write about them at all. I suppose i've calmed down a bit, no anger, no wanting to get back at people for what they've done, i just feel so calm and in control.
We had our first meeting. I'm not sure what I really think about it, to be honest i'm not really that surprised i mean, the ministry offical guy, Sneevely looked as creepy as hell, and we all know the ministry's as bent as a 9 bob note so why was everyone surprised when they mentioned Voldemort? (yes i'm saying his name!) It really was obvious when you think about it.
I'm sure right now i should be running to my mummy or Dumbledore, screaming for mercy, forgiveness and help, but you know what? That really isn't me anymore, i'm finished with being a victim. We were picked for this, it's fate and there's nothing you can do about it. So we're on different sides now but does it really matter as long as we survive? All i know is i want to be on the winning team.
Maghnus said he wanted to see me, about bloody time I'm not really sure what to say to him. I was angry and hurt with how he'd behaved towards me but now i just feel numb. Whatever happens is inevitable and you just have to roll with it I can't make him love me, can I?.
I'm staying here for Christmas, Mum is a bit disappointed but I told her I had alot of work to do, which is true. I don't want to be back here for another year like Ron. Most of my dorm mates, if not all are away so I will have plenty of privacy for once a rare treat for one of seven.
We had our first meeting. I'm not sure what I really think about it, to be honest i'm not really that surprised i mean, the ministry offical guy, Sneevely looked as creepy as hell, and we all know the ministry's as bent as a 9 bob note so why was everyone surprised when they mentioned Voldemort? (yes i'm saying his name!) It really was obvious when you think about it.
I'm sure right now i should be running to my mummy or Dumbledore, screaming for mercy, forgiveness and help, but you know what? That really isn't me anymore, i'm finished with being a victim. We were picked for this, it's fate and there's nothing you can do about it. So we're on different sides now but does it really matter as long as we survive? All i know is i want to be on the winning team.
Maghnus said he wanted to see me, about bloody time I'm not really sure what to say to him. I was angry and hurt with how he'd behaved towards me but now i just feel numb. Whatever happens is inevitable and you just have to roll with it I can't make him love me, can I?.
I'm staying here for Christmas, Mum is a bit disappointed but I told her I had alot of work to do, which is true. I don't want to be back here for another year like Ron. Most of my dorm mates, if not all are away so I will have plenty of privacy for once a rare treat for one of seven.