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[girlcraza]

So maybe it's a bad thing to read your girlfriends journal. I mean I already know how she feels about everything that has happen in the past but to actually read it, sucks. I feel heart broken because I know I hurt her in ways no one could ever imagin. I don't want to say that I would ever change what happen because I don't feel Christy and I

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IT WASN'T ALL YOU...

[rnbwbby]

I DON'T THINK THAT IT IS A BAD THING THAT YOU READ MY JOURNAL. BUT, THE ONE THING THAT YOU HAVE TO THINK ABOUT BEFORE YOU DO THAT IS NOT KNOWING WHAT IT IS GOING TO SAY. WHAT I PUT IN MY JOURNAL IS THE FEELINGS THAT I HAVE AND THE WAY I FEEL AND SOME OF THOSE MIGHT BE TOWARDS YOU. I FIND IT SO MUCH EASIER TO WRITE ON HERE THEN TO TALK TO YOU IN PERSON SOMETIMES. ESPECIALLY ABOUT MY FEELINGS AND ABOUT YOU ALTHOUGH I HAVEN'T DONE ANY OF THAT REALLY.
IT WASN'T YOU THAT HURT ME THE WORST IT WAS CANDI. SHE HURT ME IN A WAY THAT I COULD NEVER BE HURT AGAIN AND THAT IS SOMETHING THAT YOU WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND. YOU HURT ME BUT THAT WAS ON A TOTALLY DIFFERENT LEVEL.

Re: IT WASN'T ALL YOU...

[girlcraza]

I know that your going to be writing about Candi and that's find. As long as I know that you are with me and only me. I know that you are so it doesn't matter. I do wish you could talk to me about things though. We'll never work if you can't. Anyway, I'm going to go. I love you so much!

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[rnbwbby]

I am going to write about Candi and I am glad that you are ok with that. I am with you and I hate it when you say things like "with me and only me" cause you know how it is Becky. The reason I can't talk to you about some things is because I don't know what to say to you sometimes. I don't want to see you get mad or upset and cry. It is alot easier for me to write it down in black and white and that is something that you are going to have to deal with I am sorry. If that isn't good enough then I guess we won't work.