Wish List

Dec 02, 2010 17:39

Title: Wish List
Author: girldevil
Pairing: Yoosu, hint of Yunjae
Genre: romance, fluff, humor
Rating: pg
Length: oneshot
Summary: Junsu makes a wish list Christmas.



Junsu flopped unto his bed and spread his arms wide open to his sides as he let out a long sigh. The holidays were quickly approaching and he was at home, spending some quality time with his family.

Somehow he felt restless. He was used to being busy and for the past few months, he had gotten accustomed again to Jaejoong and Yoochun’s company after doing his solo activities for a while. He won’t deny that there were times he felt envious of the soulmate’s close relationship. Whenever he was busy with his solo activities, he learned from the fans that they were always out, having a small gathering of their own or going for a drink and so on. He could join them if he wanted to. But he doesn’t drink or smoke.

There were times he felt like he was just intruding on them. He knew that even if they didn’t tell him but deep inside, he knew he could be a spoilsport especially when it comes to drinking. It was one of the reasons why he was with his family, rather than be with Jaejoong and Yoochun on a trip.

Junsu let out another sigh out and turned to lie on his side. He frowned at the object in front of his sight and noticed that it was his notebook on the night table. He stretched his free arm and reached for the black notebook. He pulled his upper body up and used his elbows to support his weight. He eyed the cover as he traced it with the tip of his fingers. It was his daily notebook that kept tracks of some of his schedules, English lessons, inner thoughts and doodles.

He opened the notebook and his eyes scanned through the pages filled with his messy writings, some horrible and cute doodles and even found a few receipts in between pages, which he has yet to pay what he owes from his members.

He reread a few lines of what he had written. Some were one-liners, some were phrases and some were a paragraph long. But all of those were about his thoughts on his feelings, especially towards Yoochun. And he made sure when he wrote those, it leaves no clues to whoever may have picked up his notebook and read it but merely think as if he was just trying to compose lines for a song.

“What should I write this time…” Junsu mumbled to himself. He glanced up and looked out of his window, it was snowing.

He picked up the pen from the night table and started writing on the empty page.

He wrote for the next 5 minutes and when he was done, he scanned his eyes over the list he made before closing the notebook.

“I doubt it will happen,” Junsu scoffed to himself and started to feel depress.

“Why make a list that is almost unlikely to happen? Stupid…” he mumbled to himself and made a mental note to himself to tear the page off later. He got up from his bed and placed the notebook into his messenger bag and decided to join his parents downstairs.

Few weeks later, Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu had a long day with photo shoots, interviews and a meeting with their publicist. They were all too tired after completing their schedules that Yoochun and Junsu decided to crash at Jaejoong’s place as it was the nearest from where they came from.

“I’ll use your bathroom first,” Junsu told Jaejoong as he pulled his weary body towards down the hall.

“Are you hungry Su?” Jaejoong called after him.

“Not really, just order a take out hyung, you’re tired too!” Junsu hollered from the bathroom and closed the door.

He took his time and relaxed his tired body with hot water. He massaged his tensed shoulders and lower back until he felt better. He stepped out of the shower and dressed himself into a pair of sweat pants and a black shirt before stepping out of the bathroom. He frowned as he sniffed the aroma coming from the kitchen.

“Typical hyung, he would rather cook than order a take out,” he mumbled as he held a smaller towel in one hand to dry his hair.

He made his way to one of Jaejoong’s spare rooms and flopped unto the bed, his head almost hitting his bag. He winced a bit when his scalp hit the metal strap of his bag and he rubbed on the spot to lessen the pain. He used his other hand to push the bag further from him but his hand felt something else. He turned his head sideways and saw his notebook was lying on top of his bag.

“Why is this out? I don’t remember taking it out…”

He picked up the notebook and scanned through it, looking for any oddity. Then he remembered he forgot to tear the last page off so he quickly skipped the pages. When he came to the last page, his eyes widened with surprise. He quickly sat up and started reading the neat handwriting beside his messy ones.

My stupid wish list (and some resolutions):   I don't think it is stupid, it's kind of cute of you to make one.

1. Learn how to drink more often so that I can always be with them.    You don’t have to. I need someone who is always sober, that way he can always take care of me when I’m drunk.

2. Have a duet with Yoochun. It’s not fair that Yoochun and Jaejoong had their duet and Yunho and Changmin are becoming a duo. Am I the only odd one?    It’s on under way. I have been working on a song for us. Just wait.

3. To get back together as DBSK.    Me too. It will happen, we just have to wait.

4. Try not to make absurd jokes. I don’t think he likes it.    I love your stupid jokes. Stupid or not, I will always like it because it is you.

5. Grow out my hair and get some boobs so he can fall in love with me.    I still prefer flat chested with a huge ass and a stick. I’m serious.

6. Acknowledge my feelings. I already did. I have read this notebook before and already knew you were talking about me. I’m no fool for Kim Junsu.

7. Legalize gay relationship. They deserve to be treated fairly as any normal beings.    Uhh…this will be a hard one but it will need to take more than half of the nation to make a protest to legalize this. If we could gather every gay relationship out there, including Yunjae…maybe it might work. Yes, Yunjae is real. Don’t tell hyung that I told you.

8. Make Yoosu real.    We can make it real, if you want to.

9. I want all of his attention.    Jealous baby? You had my attention ever since from the start, just so you know.

10. I want to be with the one I love.    Look for me, I’ll be waiting for you  =)

Junsu dropped the notebook and ran out of the room.

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Christmas is 23 days away and I am sure there are many of those who made a wish list of what we want for Christmas or what we want to happen in our lives. I haven't made mine yet but I have some in mind. One of them would be DBSK reunion and I'm sure you would have thought of the same thing too.

Wrote this within an hour because inspiration just sparked out of nowhere. Must be the season.

To those who live above the ecuador, stay warm always! To those who live along the ecuador, be careful of colds! To those who live under the ecuador, stay warm and be careful of the colds too!

Thank you so much for taking your time to read.

~zkye ^.^

fanfiction, yoosu, fic: wish list, dbsk

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