california calls

[girlhatesself]

I have a goal. I never have goals. I'm going to save up $1000.00 so I can move back to California. I don't want to leave what I have here but I'm sorry. I can't be here anymore, it's making me too depressed. Lifeless. Fake. I'm not who I was and in some ways I guess it's good. But I didn't want to change. I didn't want to leave my life behind and

Comments

[moelost]

whats one of those dreams?

[girlhatesself]

find a guy, have a son. Not get married...just have a son. go to school. write. not in that order.

[shortageoflove]

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