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Mar 03, 2005 12:01

I don't know why but today is a hard day for me. I have good days & bad days, today is just a bad one. Usually if I go & run for a while I feel better, get out the aggression, but I just got back from the gym & I don't feel much better. I had a dream last night that I saw them together, all happy. It hurts that he's happy after everything. I don't ( Read more... )

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It is hard anonymous March 3 2005, 20:13:22 UTC
Hi, I don't usually place comments but I have read your situation. I can relate to you. Three years ago I went through a similiar situation with a girl I was seeing while I was in school. She was everything I thought my heart and soul wanted and needed. She moved away to school in NYC and I found a way to follow and I continued school up there. Where I knew I was completely faithful to her, I started seeing signs that she wasn't but I didn't believe it afterall love is blind as they say, but we had building conflict. When we returned to Cruces, it built up more. Then one day she called me from NYC again to tell me she was with another guy that gave her more than I could. Yeah it broke me too. It was like something inside my chest just imploded and left a deep dark hole. Everyday was a difficult and I felt just like how you describe your days. Then one day she sent me photos of her and her new friend and that that really messed me up. It's an ugly horrible feeling. I know that I actually got physically sick. But I had my friends. They ( ... )

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magni13 March 3 2005, 20:24:24 UTC
Why wouldn't we listen to your bullshit? You listen to our's just as equally right? I mean, that is what friends are for. You'll be fine. This is just a challenge right now, but something good will come from it. And for now, enjoy your time with this hottie who comes to see you. Omar is it? Do that and just enjoy life without whats-his-name. And you know what? You spend all the time you need to get over him. You'll be happy again in those terms in no time, and probably it will be something more special than what he has right now. Until enjoy everything else that is wonderful in your life. Hang in there girlie!
Love ya!
Crystal

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aquaeyz1984 March 4 2005, 00:35:22 UTC
Laura,
I'm sorry you are feeling crappy. It sucks that the memories and thoughts of him creep up on you. Time will heal your wounds, in time thoughts of him will not get you down. You will only remember this time in your life as something that made you stronger... This journal is a place to vent, so take advantage, we are here to listen and to show support. I hope you feel better soon, I know you will.

Love,
Yzaela

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alibabamama March 4 2005, 07:49:51 UTC
cheer up miss laura! things take time breathe and enjoy your life you are young and beautiful have fun. don't let stupid boys bring you down. and everybody has to vent.

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method__acting March 9 2005, 15:11:00 UTC
i just want to say one thing.

DOUCHE-BAG!

and we all know how easy it is to miss douchebags. i love you hot stuff. wanna cuddle?

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