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girliegirl_224

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Feb 18, 2005 21:29

I hate myself that I miss him. But I do. I miss talking to him. I miss his craziness. I miss that he could always make me laugh. I miss that no matter what he would hold me. I even miss his stupid face. I will never admit it to him, but I miss him. I miss the lie, because I believed it. I never knew because I believed it and I loved him. I guess ( Read more... )

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alibabamama February 19 2005, 10:37:52 UTC

laura you are a gorgeous beautiful and intelligent girl do not let someone make you feel that way. and he probably has no courage! i know how hard it can be but im sure you can get through whatever it is that is going on!! hope all gets better!!! dont' be sad!!!!=0)

method__acting February 19 2005, 16:50:07 UTC

laura, i know how it feels to love someone who doesnt love you back. All i can say is that you will get through it. and in the mean time. you have the people around who truly DO love you. (thats me and the girls--in case you didnt get it.)

the end.

girliegirl_224 February 19 2005, 20:54:07 UTC

i can't wait to see your hair! i love you!

aquaeyz1984 February 19 2005, 19:02:27 UTC

Laura, It's ok to feel sad and it's ok to admit that you miss him. It is normal. I mean you had something with him. Whether or not it was real to him at the time, it was very real, and beautiful to you. So don't feel bad about loving him and missing the relationship. You miss what you had you don't really miss him. So know that it is okay to cope, to feel pain, and to miss, it will be a matter of time before you're completely ok. But keep your head up high, find support in the people who love you, and enjoy and appreciate every moment of your life.

girliegirl_224 February 19 2005, 20:56:10 UTC

thanks yza, last night was just a bad night. i have my good days & my bad days. i've gotten in the habit of whenever i think about him, i ask god to help me think about something else & make me forget about him. hopefully in time it will get better; hard to believe its only been 2 weeks! these have been the longest two weeks of my life. anyway, thanks for your encouraging words.

akissfromvanity February 20 2005, 18:32:42 UTC

sorry to bother you, but i just think your really beautiful =/

girliegirl_224 February 20 2005, 23:46:18 UTC

thanks...who are you?

akissfromvanity February 20 2005, 23:59:25 UTC

haha friend of a friend i guess

anonymous February 20 2005, 22:49:09 UTC

Sounds like you are just going through some normal experiences. Relationships are the hardest things.