therapist says: you know, we've gone down the whole freekin list for depression ( Read more... )

I hate myself because I'm supposed to be some goddamn writer but I've filled out every inch of every application except the parts with writing. This is all I can come up with for now:
(150 wrds. most meaningful extracurricular.)

I’ve been thinking about buying a sleeping bag to keep in the yearbook room. After four years, I practically live in there ( Read more... )

I don't really know what I'm doing with my life or anything like that, I'm whereas that used to be scary, it's just annoying now. In eight months, everything will be clear. The next few years of my life will be more or less decided. But right now, I'm just kind of... hanging out. Trying to convince people who don't care that I am an amazing person ( Read more... )

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I'm supposed to be multitasking: memorizing terms for an ap gov quiz, making countless mixes, working on applications and organizing making senior tee shirts. but i'm not doing any of that, am i? i'm bad at doing things. i'm good at having intentions, making lists, planning to do things and thinking about doing things. for some reason, i just turn ( Read more... )

I'm not writing this from my house. I'm writing it from Neha's. I'm wearing a sweater, not a tank top. I have plans today, with people I like. Scratch that, LOVE ( Read more... )

this is something i wrote for english class. i guess it's an essay, i have no idea what the assignment one. (csssa people- i posted some more stuff from english class ( Read more... )

fuck everyone ( Read more... )

I had to do it. It's been three years. That's a long relationship, especially for high school. But I had to do it. I finally cut off Xanga. I'm done with it, and I'm on to this. Maybe it will be better, maybe it will be worse. Probably, it will be the same. Minus the dirty comments and judgmental subscribers. Honestly, who does that shit? So anyway ( Read more... )