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"I have to speculate that God himself did make us into corresponding shapes like puzzle pieces from the clay"
I feel like I should write, but I don't know how to. -
"Long Beach is on the motherfuckin map, the city by the sea, R.I.P, J.D., you know about the L.B.C."
Who want's to go to Long Beach with me next Wednesday and Thursday? We could even stay for longer! Like through Saturday! Anyone? Anyone? -
"I get lost in these thoughts and speak so quietly"
Sometimes I feel completely retarded. -
"Never slept so soundly than with your breath on my neck"
Speechless? Kinda.
Happy? Well, happier.
Satisfied? No more than I was.
Stressed? When am I not?
Loved? Very.
Confused? No.
Lonely? Less and less.
Scared? Terrified. -
"Lookin for a reason that I'm still alive, with all these pilled up smiles and these sloppy eyes"
I hate this world. I hate this society. I hate how I'm always crying. And it's not really crying for myself. It's crying for everyone. And it's everyone who makes me cry. I just can't believe that nothing in this world is special anymore. Everything is just for fun and games and who cares about anything anymore? What the hell happened to ( Read more... ) -
"I can't complain, it seems I have everything I need, and I just can't explain why things aren't right... I need this one part because we all think that. It's this time, with you."
I wish I was special to someone. I wish someone cared enough. Cared at all. But I guess I'll just be at the end of the list. Keep pushing me further please. All of you. But mostly just you. -
"Doesn't this just smell familiar? You cut your fingernails like your soul. If I ripped your heart right from you, would you feel it? Would you feel it at all? Doesn't this just smell familiar?"
I'm back in downtown LA, where they are currently filming Spider-man 2. It's actually about 3 blocks down from the hotel I'm staying at, and while we were walking to dinner we noticed that all the buildings were lit and that the street was blocked off. After we ate dinner, we decided to walk down that way, and as we entered the "set" there were a ( Read more... ) -
"and where are your friends? Please help me through these years ahead"
Hey all. I'm in downtown LA now and dead tired. This downtown LA reminds me of the matrix and annoying San Francisco with all the one ways. I kinda gave my mom the wrong direction on how to get to the hotel and it screwed us over about 15 minutes. Not too bad, because the traffic was very minimal. There are really crazy over passes and streets ( Read more... )