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I think I should start using my live journal as much as I use to years ago. I guess it's just been that for the last couple years, I haven't really be able to express my feelings about certain things as well as I would've liked to. Mostly due to having bottled so much of those feelings inside until I've become just a jumbled mess of words that I ( Read more... )

September brought about many changes in my ways of thinking. I finished the destruction that was specific "friendships" and came to the conclusion that not everyone deserves to be given 100% of my trust upfront. It must be earned, because when it isn't, people end up hurt in the end ( Read more... )

Uncertainty - 09.25.07I wish you didn't play the games ( Read more... )

This year has been spent with me going in and out of the dating scene... Thinking that I knew who I wanted, but realizing that they never were. Slowly, well really in the past two weeks, I've been contemplating things in my life, about who I am, and dealing with some leftover anguish I've had towards the idea of an actual relationship and I came ( Read more... )

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Introspection - 09.17.07I don't like what I see ( Read more... )

So, I've been having really long bouts of horrible writer's block for the past, oh at least 2 years now. Things come & go... But it never lasts long... Not like it used to. It's really depressing sometimes, because I often turn to writing to get all my emotions out. Having too much bottled up, well it destroys a person. Anyway, while I've been ( Read more... )

I have a long update to do, but I'm not in the mood to write any more of it right now. I do have this to say, after sitting in my room all day ( Read more... )

So, I guess I should've officially started the countdown yesterday - since it would be a week before the most awesome 4 (ok awesome 2, slightly awesome 2) of August begins. I'm excited, but nervous as well.

Excited: Vacation. Awesome music. Laura. Road trip with Maggie. Did I mention awesome music? Alcohol.

Nervous: Really, only a specific ( Read more... )

In reference to my post about an hour ago... (Even though Annie is the only one who seems to read my LJ ( Read more... )