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Control. What is it about that word that terrifies me so much? I know that I can't handle my own life, and that all I manage to do is wear myself out and mess everything up. But do I let go of the wheel? No. It scares me to think about giving up the thread of security I feel from hanging onto my life. What will it take for me to finally be able to
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I have been praying for you and its time we talk, for me going long periods without talking to friends is painful.
Rely on God...I know you know that, based on what you said just now. But He has His timing and He is SOVEREIGN. He knows what's best...He loves a broken heart. Be honest and obedient to Him, and things will be easier. This could be one of those things that will always be a sin, a struggle for you. One of those things Satan knows will ease him under your skin and tempt you to do weird stupid things. I have plenty of those in my life. Will we ever get over these things that keep bothering us? Maybe. But if not, it is good, for it is a learning ground. God teaches us to rely more and more on Him with each passing day that we do it.
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