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[girlmadden]

i hate when i realize, that no matter how hard i try, and how much i pretend, no matter how much i tell myself that things are different/better/awesome/whatever ...

im still fucked up. and im still depressed about it. and i hate it.

Comments

[lydonwrites]

but but... you're a homeowner now!

i'm sorry, that might not help as much for the inside, as for the outside.

[girlmadden]

house is awesome... but yeah, it doesnt help the inside in the ways that i need it to...

[slobhero]

I hate when you say, you need me. You don't need me.

What I hate even worse, is I need you, and it kills me.

[girlmadden]

when i was young i loved to be by myself, all alone

now that i'm older im scared of myself all alone ...

matt larner, i could never *not* need you. ever.