The glass is already broken

[girlnamedfaerie]

These past few weeks have been tiring. I'm emotionally exhausted. I'm at a loss. I feel as if I'm trapped in a black hole and have no way of getting out. In the past few weeks I've lost some of the most important things in my life. Donnie's grandmother past away 2 weeks ago. I loved this woman, she was my comfort. I told her all of my problems. She

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[katymytye]

*(....sitting on the front porch. faerie and kenny swaying back and forth on the porch swing. everyone wearing one of donnie's suit coats that use to belong to his grandfather. it's freezing. after he puts out his cigarette, donnie reaches behind one of the potted plants and grabs an 18 inch florecent ross color bong. it's already loaded.... in the middle of the rotation, the porch light turns on, blinding everyone, and donnie's grandma slowly peeks out of the screen door to tell us it's to cold to be outside. donnie, assures her we are warm enough, then adds "Hey Grandma, why don'tcha take a hit of this weed, ya know ya wanna, its good for glaucoma." She just rolled her eyes and said, "Oh Donnie, you know you aren't smokin' any weed out here...just come in the house soon." she thought the world of donnie, and there's absolutely no way possible in any way ever donnie and his friends would smoke that green stuff. Nope...no way

[girlnamedfaerie]

Thank you for that memory. I had forgotten about it. It made me cry. I love and miss you.