biggest waste of my life

[girlofthehour]

GRRR damn duty gets in the way of everything, have to sit here bored outta my mind and then i am gonna miss people at Amandas again bc of stupid duty, and Tom leaves for France at the end of the week :( he will have a great time though... I love my Tom!!! :) but we are doing breakfast tomorrow morning, it will be worth me getting up early for...

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[idnttkrysis1]

someday your prince will come...

...but c'mon. you're like what? 19? Leave marriage for the grown folks.

Don't pay me no mind. I've been up since 6 this morning and still running. I'm delirious.

(^_^) H.

[idnttkrysis1]

...oh and congrats on the new job. Are you still working @ Lerners?

[girlofthehour]

oh yeah I am not looking for marriage right now, but it is fun to look at wedding stuff, plus 2 of my cousins are getting married, I feel a lot of pressure from my family about relationships, and I know that they dont mean to do it but I still feel the pressure, in my entire life I have only had 1 boyfriend, of which didnt work out so well. I am definately ready for a relationship more than anytime previously, I feel as if i have reached that point in my life to start seriously dating, I have done the whole single thing for over 19 years and honestly I am sick of it, but I wont just date someone just to do it....it is complicated...and i guess some of it is that my cousin is going to be 23 when she gets married next summer and they will have been together for I think 4 years.... damn this sucks sorry for the long, i guess you could call it a rant

oh and yeha i am still working at NY$CO (AKA Learners)