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tonight, you face trial by fire!
Okay, well that's not true. Not even in the slightest. Anyways.
Yesterday, July 26, 2009, was Jesse's birthday. It was pretty quaint, his family, him and I ate at his grandmother's house. I basically spent my whole weekend with Jesse. It was pretty nice. Spending time with him, even if we aren't really doing anything extraordinary is still pretty ( Read more... ) -
i just want to die.
Not really, but I'm getting really irritable. With some people.
Then I take it out on my boyfriend, and that's never fun.
I fucking don't like doing that, but it's like, I can't ever control my feelings. -
Something not so vauge.
Today, I registered to take 11 units this semester. I am missing one unit! Not quite a full-time student, but, if yoga is transferable, I will most definitely take it. Maybe, I'll take it either way, it's just twenty dollars a unit, and it wouldn't hurt to learn a new skill this semester ( Read more... ) -
get off my balls, you fucking whore.
So believe me, I cannot stress how much you're the reason I don't want to be home. You always act like everyone is out there trying to fuck up your plans to be on top of your created utopia. The utopia where everyone is adoring you and insisting you're a pretty girl with a great personality. I mean, is it me, or do they don't know how you can ( Read more... ) -
Why?
Why the fuck do I say a mass amount of stupid shit that makes the person I love so much feel bad, and myself?
I really suck at playful banter and overall conversation then. Would someone just stick duct tape over my mouth, please? It'd be rest assured to save you the tears.
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Even though this was last night, and I slept the majority ( Read more... ) -
But, don't get too attatched to the living. . .
I cannot help that. His wish is really throwing me for a loop. Seriously, I am literally infatuated with him now. Not trying to be like the other girls who say that just because they lost their virginity to their boyfriends. That isn't really it. . . It's this fucking wish, that he won't tell me what it is exactly.
This one fucking wish he put in ( Read more... ) -
Sorry, there was no way of avoiding it. Good luck.
Today, I finally found myself fed up with you all. I am not saying I am going to give up on you guys, I just won't try as hard. What I hate is being taken for granted and advantage of. You basically did that. You're taking my devoted friendship to you guys for granted. I cannot believe this shit.
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Epic July 4th.
On July 4th, 2009, I lost my virginity. Totally.
Yeah, it did hurt at first.
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How does it feel to treat me like you do?
Save me from this impartial insanity. I don't know, but I do feel like I'll be going crazy, and I have too much to do. However, I have yet to do it. It really does suck that I fail to do what I say I'll do ( Read more... )
