2 more dayss! its snowing there! 6 more months and its for a lifetim3 <33

application sent! no more stress! no more anything! im done im done. woooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!

i refuse to give in or feel the need to suckup to people so they feel in charge. im over it

my app. is due dec 1st and its nov. 29th and im waiting for my fucking guidence counselor to write me a letter. everything else is set =) . ill have to overnight it though...

im just over it. over you people and your shit, too

ok so listen. i love my friends. i love feel good days. i love feeling like i have control over what im doing in my life finally.

sexual frustration

i need to wait till thurs to get my tatt but oh well still excited

im making my grandmother a winter coat for her dog. my sewing teacher asked me how lowla was. i said i didnt want to talk about it and i couldnt hold back the tears. i just started crying, how long is this going to torture me. no one even touch her cage, because its staying there for a long time. if someone tries to take it away from me or clean it ( Read more... )

lowla is dead. i dont think i have ever cried this hard, or been so sad about anything in my life. how does this have to happen to me. what did i do wrong. what did she do wrong. she was the best rat ive ever had and she was the most perfect pet, and she got treaty perfectly by me. why did she have to die in such a tragic way. why did it need to be ( Read more... )

i keep eating and throwing up
definetly not on purpose. something is wrong with my stomach i gotta go to the doctor
i try to hold my food in sooo much and it just splurges out, and its disgustinnggggg