It is very easy to live and still enjoy life knowing you can't trust people. I do it on a daily basis. Of course, I also try to not let emotions take a stranglehold of my mood, and dictate my mood based on how I want to feel.
There will always be some down days though- because without bad, there cannot be good. A contrast is needed to appreciate and truly understand the difference.
yeah it just that once it seems like everything will get better,and i know i can get comfortable with the changes, something else really shitty happens. its an ongoing cycle that i dont necessarily want to deal with anymore.
Tired of the wrenches into the machine? Who isn't?
Some people like to hope that it won't happen again, and continue on as they have before..
Some people know that it will happen again, and decide to cut down on the possibilites of it happening again- IE if they have problems in relationships, they decide that they're not worth it anymore, and don't get involved, or if they have problems with close friends abusing their closeness, they don't let anyone in anymore.
Eventually, there is no best answer for everyone, and each individual has to make their own decision on what works for them.
The further you get away from people, the more you see sometimes. Sometimes you see too much, and begin to realize that people are inherently selfish, and mostly do something if they feel they have something to gain from it. Becoming a cynic...
I don't really know you that well, but I have a strange feeling you really don't want to become what I am.
I'm suprised that you just described everything I've been going through and feeling. I guess every emotion isn't just personal. There's always someone else that can empathize. ...And I really don't know "what" you are. But I'm sure it's quite scary!!! lol
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It is very easy to live and still enjoy life knowing you can't trust people. I do it on a daily basis. Of course, I also try to not let emotions take a stranglehold of my mood, and dictate my mood based on how I want to feel.
There will always be some down days though- because without bad, there cannot be good. A contrast is needed to appreciate and truly understand the difference.
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its an ongoing cycle that i dont necessarily want to deal with anymore.
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Who isn't?
Some people like to hope that it won't happen again, and continue on as they have before..
Some people know that it will happen again, and decide to cut down on the possibilites of it happening again- IE if they have problems in relationships, they decide that they're not worth it anymore, and don't get involved, or if they have problems with close friends abusing their closeness, they don't let anyone in anymore.
Eventually, there is no best answer for everyone, and each individual has to make their own decision on what works for them.
The further you get away from people, the more you see sometimes. Sometimes you see too much, and begin to realize that people are inherently selfish, and mostly do something if they feel they have something to gain from it. Becoming a cynic...
I don't really know you that well, but I have a strange feeling you really don't want to become what I am.
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...And I really don't know "what" you are. But I'm sure it's quite scary!!! lol
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