Well, it's been a while but nothing's really changed.
Actually, a lot has changed. I quit my job, school is out, and now I can say I've been to the Grand Canyon.
yeah. samsonite sucked, i finished the semester with a 3.0, and i got back from arizona yesterday. it's been a fun month.

Well... every couple weeks or so I get really stressed out and that was this weekend. It was horrible!!! First off, I was sick... then i had to work. and write a speech. and study for an exam. and re-write an essay. on top of that, SOMEONE was nagging me nonstop to hang out with him and it bugged the crap out of me because i didnt need any more ( Read more... )

Well i guess this is it.
i thought maybe we could get married and have a child and live happily ever after in a beautiful home in colorado.
how dumb was i to think it could be that easy.

i can't wait to die.

i miss him... its so hard to deal with, though. i dont know if i'm strong enough to handle it. i thought i was but then it wouldnt stop. it kept getting worse. the drugs and all of the little quirks about him are not what drives me toward him at all. they hurt me in a way i can't even describe. i literally feel pain when he acts upon habit. ( Read more... )

I just registered for my spring classes at moorpark. I'm going to try Mondays and Wednesdays next semester. I'll be taking speech, geology, political science, and history. All the teachers are supposed to be really cool. I've already had one of them so we'll see about the rest of them. I was going to take english this semester too but it was a ( Read more... )

IT'S HALLOWEEN!!!
WAHOO!!!
Who's up for a little trick or treating?

Rainy Day!!! Rainy Day!!! Rainy Day!!!
What a fantastic day for hot chocolate, popcorn, milano cookies, and some almond joys!
And cats. but not to eat. just to cuddle with.
Oh what a day!

Well... another school day awaited me this morning. I got up, decided that showering could be done later, and headed out only to see something i havent seen yet. the fire. covering the sky in an orange aura, turning the weather into a 100 degree heat wave. sometimes im so thankful i live in camarillo. as boring as it is, it always feels safe, it ( Read more... )

I just finished the crown and the wand for my costume ( Read more... )

you know how they say that everyone learns something new every day. well i learned something today. i learned that there will always be a list of people that i absolutely can't stand. even though i say i dont care about them, i will always be aware of their presence on this earth and each day it will remind me of how rediculously horrible they ( Read more... )