So apparently, my last entry was confusing. I don't know how you're supposed to feel about that. What did I mean? Just that things used to be shit and now they aren't. And every once and awhile, I feel the feelings I felt when things were shit. Nothing to do with you, just triggered by random things. I just return to the slightly numb state ( Read more... )

All it takes is me reading the lyrics to Dashboard Confessional to throw me back to the emotions of last year. All of a sudden, I choke up and can't breathe - I feel scared and alone: that no one will come home to me. I hear the voice of the crowd and remember looking deep into my computer screen, feeling old, like too much was happening at once ( Read more... )

I'm all teary just because I watched the Friends episode when Rachel gives birth. Why am I such a girl? Geez....

Anyhoo, I got a new phone... 832-693-4749, if you're interested...

I have no idea how I have gotten through this semester. Everything is somehow working out. I have no idea how, but I've gotten through.

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Hey there guys! Had a fun time last night... but now I am rediculously tired... the 8am class was no fun today ( Read more... )

so check my xanga for the pictures.....
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=sweetpea_smiles

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Check my pictures for the maps and such
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be there!

American Cities That Best Fit You:

60% Miami

55% Portland

55% San Diego
50% Atlanta

50% Chicago

Which American Cities Best Fit You?

So I was telling a story to this girl I know yesterday, and telling her this story involved acting out what someone did - touching someone else's face... so I did this without hesitation, then realized how odd it is to touch someone's face - it's such a measure of how you feel about someone - how close you are to them. Then I started thinking ( Read more... )

So I guess I shouldn't be suprised that people read this. Seriously, how dumb can I be ( Read more... )

So last night, I couldn't sleep. It was late past the normal lateness of my still being awake.... only thing on worth watching was insomniac theater on VH1, and the old black and white game shows on the gameshow network. (I'm slightly obsessed with them). In between watching GSN and Insomniac, I caught the Mr. Brightside video. I must admit, ( Read more... )