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is it pompous for me to predict events, moments, delays in time that inevitably come true. how did i know there were going to be three sets of eyes staring at the screen? i can just almost see the faces they are all making now...her with her manly features, strong brow bone, deep set eyes, still a childlike mistique. utter confusion. someone just ( Read more... )

for my own good, i'm leaving LA. and its empty promises. how many people have thought these thoughts, said these words, made these mistakes? LA has at least taught me this: being guarded and untrusting is not a bad thing. opening up to people is not always a good idea. being AVAILABLE and KIND will only bite you in the ass ( Read more... )

she says ( Read more... )

her fingers are grasping my jaw bone, tickling my salty skin. shes drying the tears off my eyes with her thumbs, the soft padding erasing years and years of missguidance, insecurity, loneliness. shes giving me a decision. shes letting me choose this time, but shes here to do the dirty work because she know i cant follow through with it. not this ( Read more... )

and this is what she tells you, this is how it starts ( Read more... )

simply put ( Read more... )

i'm not really sure how this is going to pan out. and im not in the mood for witty lines ( Read more... )

i dont like this person that i am now. the things that he took with him. my lack of laughter, of smiling, of confidence. i have no self control when it comes to him. i cannot stop myself from dialing his number, to hear his answering machine, unanswered, for the hundredth time ( Read more... )

was rough. resulting to old way, but still here breathing. regretting, being angry. when am i going to meet people that i actually like?