Once again a relationship update... I'm lost, hes lost, he loves me and hes in love with me, but his feelings are changing. I'm so confused and kinda hurt.. i can't take a talk like this every few weeks. Boys are too confusing.. i thought boys were meant to be easy... i guess i'm the easy one... well i wouldn't say easy... but you get the idea ( Read more... )

I'm still waiting by the phone, praying it will ring... i just don't know what else to do. I told him he could call me later... how late clasifiys as later? i told him not to leave me hanging all night.. its 1:30 on sunday afternoon, i would say he did leave me hanging all night. I'm all worked up and it can be nothing, or i'm not worked up ( Read more... )

Waiting to get rid of my smart teeth on monday ( Read more... )

I am not studying for exams yet today because once again i am procrastinationg. I will most likely eat, then clean then think about studying and prob find something o distract me. This found its way to the top of my distraction list and was my first distraction of the day right behind sleeping late i supose.. but i digress, and will cut this ( Read more... )

I really should have graced the interweb with an update sooner ( Read more... )

i had a great weekend last week (which i will post about later)... and this weekend went ok untill my sunday night and my "talk" with gio.. which ended in a break for us, whatever the hell a break means. I'm so confused and hurt and i feel so so stupid... my heart has been ripped out and stomped on, then hugged and told i'm loved. And i'm still ( Read more... )

Here is a true oddity an actual update from me ( Read more... )

I am sure a real entry will come to me sooner or later. Maybe later on tonight who knows. I have so much studying to do and so little time to do it all, why not wast more time with procrastination. I felt inspired to read these lyrics, and i decided to post them so everyone and anyone who reads my journal could read them... i have no clue if ( Read more... )

Well it has been a while since and update.. there are several other things i should be doing as of now, ie: studying for Organic chem test on thurs, reading my biology lab assignments for tonight, or reading biology for the class so i can stay ontop of that so it dosen't attempt to rape me on the next exam ( Read more... )

Morning to all as this weekend feeling like one long draged out sunday draws to a close I fell physicaly exausted, and i did nothing. so it goes ( Read more... )