I wish I could read people's minds.

Things have been amazing lately ( Read more... )

I need to update.
I need something to do.
I need to stop being paranoid.
I need to trust the fact that people like me.
I need to stop thinking that nobody likes me.
I need to read.
I need to relax.
I need to get my college stuff together.
I need to study.
I need to practice Area All State Music.
I need to stop making lists. 

Guess who's ex boyfriend is dating some girl who has the same name them?
That would be me. 
It is even spelled the same way.
Lovely... 
I knew that looking him up on myspace would be a bad thing...

(at least I'm engaged to the love of my life) 
<3

Good things have happened.

I don't care how pathetic or dumb this entry sounds. These are my feelings, and this is my journal, so therefore my feelings are going into this ( Read more... )

I hate having trust issues and I hate the way I acted/felt today.
But I absolutely love my friends.

Sometimes I feel as though I can't trust who I talk to. It seems as if they don't really care what I am saying but just trying to find out information or toy with it. I don't get it. Maybe I am just being paranoid, but seriously sometimes I just feel as people just want me to say something so they can relay it back to someone else. ( Read more... )

There is so much to write about. So much has happened, so much has changed ( Read more... )

Ewwwwwwwwww times 8.0 x 10 ^8