Weak minded...When I need to be strong ( Read more... )

Things are starting to get back to normal. Same old boring life. Got work today and then hopefully denny's tonight. Not positive though. Have to see when I get to work and talk to Beth. Oh Beth works with me now. Besides that not much new going on.

"I'm no good you're no better wouldn't we be perfect together"

I think it's insane that a single date on a calander can ruin my day. That it can make me remeber all that bad that has happened and re-drill it in my brian.

"There's no end in sight to this darkening night"

I guess I should have wrote more in that last entry. Kevin realized that he loves Kaylyn. Kaylyn being his friend that he was...well fucking...before we got together. We are still friends. He's still planing on coming down here in like 3 weeks. I just hope it's not awkward. But, i'll live.

"What does it take to not hear the cynics at your door"

Well Kevin and I are broken up. Kinda sucks...but that's life. I've been through worse. I'll live...and we are still friends so all is well.

Life continues.

"I fell in love with the image..."

Online tag ( Read more... )

Kevin suprised me Friday night by all of a sudden telling me that he was leaving in like 20 minutes and driving the ten hours down state to come see me. It was so sweet. But as I'm sure you figured out from my last entry...I was kinda freaking out. I had to get my room ready because I was still in the process of changing rooms so Sam can have her ( Read more... )

freaking out

"i feel like running around like a chicken with its head cut off"

Feeling rather accomplished. Started cleaning my sisters room the other day. It's as clean as it's gonna get until I get her stuff out of there. Which will happen on sunday. I'll get her stuff out of there. Move my stuff in. And finally be done with it. Not that I don't love sharing a room with Sam cause it's awesome. But we have way to much stuff ( Read more... )

Fucking livejournal. Damn it. I had this whole entire long entry typed out. and now it's gone. FUCK! It's not even worth typing again. Well it is i'm just in to pissy of a mood to type it all out again. FUCK!

"Is anything worth dieing for"