deep thoughts

[girlwonder14]

was driving home last night...thinking about the day and how i'm feeling slightly lost in this new world. feel like i'm going to be found out that i don't know -everything- i should know. i feel like i'm constantly trying to mask my age. act older than i am. pretend to know more than i do. i realized that i'm 26. when i turn 27, i'll no longer be

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[txnycgirl25]

i concur. your last line is key... that's the secret. but why is it so hard? *sigh* miss you love you.

[girlwonder14]

why is it so hard? because we're young. because while we are confident in ourselves and our knowledge sometimes it seems that we're such a burden on those around us...when it's probably not that at all. maybe we're intimidating to others. maybe we're interpreting their "stuff" as an affront to us and our "stuff". why does it have to be so complicated? why do i suddenly feel like no matter what i do, i'm saying the wrong thing or in the wrong way? hmm...grace. and mercy for ourselves and others. it's a lot.