why do i constantly feel like the a-hole from new york? i swear i do not constantly talk about new york or say things like...in new york, we deal with way more stress than this. new york is cooler..blah blah. i promise i do not do things like that. because that would not make sense. then people could say, "well, then, go back to new york ( Read more... )

man...how do i forget that moving would be difficult? i've got so much to figure out and i'm definitely feeling like a fish out of water. gulp...where are the tall buildings? gulp...where are the pushy people? gulp...what the hell is my problem? this, everything that is new york, was such a pain in my ass, a thorn in my side, like, two and a half ( Read more... )

funny. so i completely have the chillest job known to man. at least for me. my motto has always been to look busy, even if i'm not. but now...it's completely impossible. maybe i need to stop drinking so much coffee. i really don't know what to do with all this time on my hands. did i make myself too efficient? that's a lame thing to say. i'm too ( Read more... )

i finally moved to la. i've been talking about it for so long and now i'm here. the past couple of days have been pretty stressful and a bit sad. it was really hard to leave new york and say goodbye to my friends. kinda felt like in a movie. hahah. you know, i didn't cry until aleen and i were packing my suitcases into the cab. i threw my stuff ( Read more... )

i got home from la very early this morning. my clock was a little off so i stayed up and packed for my next trip...which leaves out of jfk tonight. i took a nap and just woke up now. and turned on the television. the tv has been constant coverage of Hurrican Katrina. So, it took my breath away a little to see "Remembering 9-11". I mean, I'm no fool ( Read more... )

i feel very shallow speaking of my emotional unrest and period of change when i think about what continues to be going on in the gulf coast. i've done the complete mature thing and stuck my head in the sand about it because when i think about what's happened down there and the aftermath of it, i get sick to my stomach. and everyone i talk to feels ( Read more... )

so, i just told my boss that i'm moving to california. he took it well. which is a huge relief. i was actually offered a promotion last friday to producer with a sizable raise...but i'm still confident that i'm making the right decision. it's time for a change in my life...stir things up. but, the big news is, my boss didn't completely wig out. at ( Read more... )

my mind/body/spirit is so affected by the weather. it's a little silly, but, for real...i grew up in florida...where it's sunny and warm all the time, what else can you expect from this?

so today is a gorgeous day in new york and i'm so happy about it.

this morning my boss, upon walking in the door, informed that did i ever notice that one of my co-workers "hates my guts"? now this co-worker and i have had a rocky relationship in the past, but, truthfully, we've been getting along very well lately. i think it has to do with the proximity that i am from the boss. i'm his producer. so sometimes, ( Read more... )

so i've had it in my head for quite a while that i would move out of new york when my apartment lease is up in november. sick of the stress of my job. sick of the cold weather. so i thought maybe la...it would be easy to find work. maybe austin...it would be easy to find a church. maybe home, orlando...it would be easy to stay close to my family. ( Read more... )