perhaps it was meant to be forgotten

[girlwriter]

lj lost my fucking entry!

FUCK YOU! how do you lose an entry? i submitted it and everything. that was heartfelt too. actually it seriously was. bummer.


maybe different
but remember, winter's wonder
you and i
kissing whiskey by the fire
with the snow outside
and the summer comes,
the river swims at midnight
shiver cold
touch the bottom
you and i
with our muddy toes

stay or leave,
i want you not to go
but you should
it was good as good
goes
stay or leave
i want you not to go
but you did...

wake up naked
drinking coffee
making plans to change the world
while the world is changing us
it was good, good love
you used to laugh under the covers
maybe not so often now
the way i used to laugh with you
was loud and hard

stay or leave,
i want you not to go
but you should
it was good as good
goes
stay or leave,
i want you not to go
but you did...
so what to do
with the rest of today's afternoon
hey
isn't it strange
how we change
everything we did
did i do
all that i should?
that i coulda done...

remember we used to dance
and everyone wanted to be
you and me
i want to be too
what day is this
besides the day you left me
what day is this
besides the day you went
so what to do
with the rest of the day's afternoon
hey
isn't it strange
how we change
everything that we did
did i do
all that i should?
that i coulda done..

remember we used to dance
and everyone wanted to be
you and me
i want to be too
what day is this
besides the day you went
hey
what day is this?