unbelievable

[girly_sue]

ok, so she wants to be mature... i dont really feel like it actually. but i think ill tell it like it is

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[candybabe]

Lindsay, this has been over for such a long time. How it came up again? Fine, you wanted to finally say what you've been holding on the inside. That's understandable. I accept how you feel about me. It does not matter to me. Sorry. But bringning your dad up and me cutting myself? Lindsay, i cut myself because i hated my life so much that i wanted to kill myself. Me! Not because i wanted attention from you because of your loss! ME! I was depressed and i still deal with it now. Did i want to end my life because i was sad that i didn't get attention from you? Does that make any sense? And the "don't tell anyone?" I think you'd call that a cry for help. I was just lucky i had someone else to help me or else who the hell knows what would of happened to me. The fact that you don't remember everything i tried to do for you when your dad was sick (and then his passing), is astonishing. I couldn't even imagine having to deal with something that aweful at my age. All i wanted to do was help you. Who was there when you cried, ignoring her own

wow

[girly_sue]

wow syl, i didnt know you had the capability to lie so well... you should really get into the lying business. that entire story was quite convincing. you'll make a great lawyer.
other than that, ive come to the realisation that only two people will ever know the truth and that is matt and i. as for the opinions of other, they are very much entitled to them. but there really is no need to try and convince people things that you know are not true.
and the need to speak to someone is stems far deeper than the issues i have with you. trust me you are not the root of my problems. dont flatter yourself.