I am at a diffrent salon, Salon H20 in Ybor. I was just so happy to get out of University Mall. I hate that place. It is just kind of slow. It is a new shop. The owner is pretty cool. I hope to get a second job just to suplement my income. I am so fucking broke. At least it is closer to my house ( Read more... )

The weekend was great. Erin and Trix came over Sat for a fun Board game drinking night. Sunday Amanda came by the other 2 where still here. We hung out and had crazy hippie dance fun. I love my friends. I want to have a monthly game night here. It is great. The games get some what neglected by all of the talk ( Read more... )

The computer has been broken for forever ( Read more... )

Work is boring. They said it was going to be busy but not so much. Hopefully over Friday and Saturday it will be.
I talked to my friend she is ok. She still has not gone to rehab but is looking into it.
I may get the car soon. Yippy, no more bus! I hope I will not kill it again.
Hopefully will be a fun weekend. There is a big crazy show at the ( Read more... )

the Helper
Test finished!

you chose CX - your Enneagram type is TWO.

"I must help others"

Helpers are warm, concerned, nurturing, and sensitive to other people's needs.

How to Get Along with Me

• Tell me that you appreciate me. Be specific.
  
• Share fun times with me.
  
• Take an interest in my problems, though I will probably try to focus on ( Read more... )

This weekend has been craziness! Saturday work all day. Alder bought his new baby bass. He name is Chita bombita wood chunk chcha cha cha chia. He got a free guitar with it. I am going to learn on her. I named her Cherry balmerific. I am excited to learn guitar. I was trying to learn a LONG time ago, but they stopped the classes. I was too tired ( Read more... )

It is stange for myself to "give" myself to someone. I try to hide. I try to run. This is just me and no one will know me like they say the do. I apoperntly said "If we are together in 3 years can we get married" I was drunk. {As per normal in my life.} I am not sure about the marrage thing. I am scared. {now about a year and a half away} Againg I ( Read more... )

I am always running. I think it was because they have always left me. Lovers, friends, mothers, fathers,in the end there is only me. Uncomfortable in my own skin like I have always been. I can not stand up to my own perfection. Striving for my own type of perfection is harder then any other persons. I am trying. I am drinking myself to death. I do ( Read more... )

Today I called out of work because of the pain. I mean seriously if I can not stand this pain I will never stand having baby pain. I am going to get pills tomorrow. Happy! I have been off of the B.C pills for almost 2 years and have never had a preg scare. I do not think my body will let me do that. It was cute I was going to buy saw 2 for Alder ( Read more... )

Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real"
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